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Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story window?

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 18:55:55 GMT

Welp, i'm off to maine until wednesday night.

I'll update about the last 3 days of camp when i get home and then my maine trip.

I had a 103 degree fever yesterday from crying the entire day on friday.

CR'04 lives on forever in my heart

And never look back because you won't forget why you cried.

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 02:12:49 GMT

Wow..this is the last week of CR'04 :-(

Monday- rafting got cancelled b/c of rain, so instead we went cosmic bowling, it was surprisingly fun. The entire morning i skipped through the camp ssinging AIDA. And then phil said he saw it and we started talking about it and mariya goes "isn't it funny that you can casually talk to phil about broadway shows? sometimes i question his sexual orientation..." She brings up a good point. So on the way there sam and i "shook it like a polaroid picture" to EVERY single guy on the bus, it was extremely amusing especially when we did it to people like artem and bernstein they looked petrified, lmao sam. Then i jumped on allie and me her and giggles had a massive orgy, it was awesome. Then we stopped at mcdonalds really quickly and the camp ACTUALLY paid for our food... i think it was a miracle. Katerine, kaitlinn and i had a party in the handi-capped bathroom and we locked ourselves in it and danced.
Then we got on the bus and went to cosmic bowling, on the way there allie and i thought it would be funny to feed eachother cheese doodles seductively, so we did and then i found this really gross looking one and i'm like "wow this doesn't look like a cheese doodle" and it turned out to be a piece of chicken,lmao. Yeah, you had to be there.
So cosmic bowling was actualyl awesome. I taught sam how to leap, lmao. Then we all walked like retarts and stalked the counselors. Then they started playing music and we danced to it the entire time, and some of it was actually good, like yellowcard. Then bianca sara and i all had a massive orgy on the floor, it was hot. Then midget stuffed my aida shirt in his pants and hid it in various other places in the bowling alley for the remainder of the day.
THen we went to ralph's ices and we came to the conclusion that nick and midget are an "item" and nick is the male in the relationship and is into bondage. Lmao, don't be mad nick we were just kidding! we love you!
Yeah...

Today i was supposed to go to hurricane harbour but i didn't want to go b/c i HATE hh and it was cold so i stayed onsite with jen and erin. Oh man, great times. Erin took adavantage of allen and "went to second" with him and grabbed his man boobies, lmao. Pap and i think emo corey is sexy so we watched him undress and now we want to rape him even though he is like 3 years younger than us, lol we are such pedophiles. Then i hung out in the gymnastics tent with sam, becca,mitch, seth and other people and they made obstacle courses. Then jack decided to randomly hump me a lot. Then we all went into the woods to have a massive orgy and we randomly humped trees and eachother. THen we played strip bull shit, lmao. Then we made everyone get up and pole dance and we stuffed dollars in peoples shirts and blasted 5-year old music. Then we did the hora and then we crowdsurfed and started a mosh pit.
Blue team is awesome and i have to agree with jen and erin. Whoever thought we could have this much fun with a bunch of 13 year olds?
Oh yes, and erin and i have been inspired by phil to make up our own religion, we call it MOM-ISM. And it is which my mom is the god of everything and i am jesus b/c i am her daughter. THe initiation is to steal fruit punch from the canteen in which i did but then shannon was all like " umm...we need that juice" lmao. Then we made up a dance for it. We have all kinds of rituals and it is going to be AWESOME.
Then phil's kids called me an ugly man-lady and kicked me b/c they told me i am jesus and i was supposed to be invisible. So then i ran away and jumped on the couches randomly while jack had sex with all of the pillows.
Color war break out was today, people jumped out of planes. Hot shiznat. I have came to the conclusion after a long arguement with myself that i am on the white team for color war. Because erin and jen's group is white and they are awesome so there fore i am on white. Also according to becca white is better b/c it is the color of cum and you get to put it all over yourself. So yeah.
Oh yeah, then we all got kicked out of the gymnastics tent by morgan b/c i hate her nnnyeah. So then we sat on benches for like two hours.
Then i went with erin and jen to their group and i became bff with all their kids, they are SO cute. So white team won the color war event thing for the day so i got all happy and i danced with all of them and spun them around b/c we had like a mini-dance party thing after.
Then allen and i went on an expedition for batteries for a stereo system and finally we got it so we were proud of ourselves. Then we had the shaving cream fight which was awesome, but not quite as intense as the green team one b/c we are still awesome but oh well. Then erin and i did the whole seductive shower thing and then we all went swimming. Then green came back from HH and we listened to music. The end

ummm...yeah, these are really beautiful songs and they really remind me of camp so i'm gonna post them.

Daphne Loves Derby- Come Winter

The First Day of fall is the last day I'll kiss the sky
The cold air surprises my bones have been spoiled by the summer's heat
The sun hides its face, and I'll hide mine too
Sooner or later this winter will rain down and leave me to wait for one year.
I'll be there, I promise.
Next year this time, I'll be there waiting.
I'll dream of the past, and wish that I was there.
I am burning the letters of days gone by
I'm so sorry, but I'm scared that my heart will regret the things that I've done
Breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes.
Gently collapse so no one will notice that you're falling too short of your breath.
I've wasted so much more time dream than living.
I'll be there.
So cherish these days, enjoy every breath like it will be the last of your life.
Please never look back because you won't forget why you cried.

and this one too

Daphne Loves Derby- Part of my past

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon
Thank you for everything
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
So please don't be a part of my past

Daphne Loves Derby- The Wonder Years

This is the last time I can say goodbye
The days are running shorter by the hour
We'll look back and realize this was all we had
Through the darkest nights and coldest moons
We'll be heart to heart, more than just brothers
We'll never give up now

Broken locks and car rides home
Break the light so no one knows
Of the times we had, of the hours we spent
Looking back, that's all I have anymore

This has been the best years of our lives
Lets pray that we can say these words forever
The days are running shorter by the hour
We'll look back and realize this was all we had
Through the darkest nights and coldest moons
We'll be heart to heart, more than just brothers
We'll never give up now

ahh..gotta love DLD.

Yet Another record.

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 05:59:16 GMT

Ok...SO ...july 30th...TALENT SHOW!!!

So basically the whole morning all we did was practice our skit and dance in front of everyone in the dance room. Everyone LOVED our skit and made us do it two times in a row.
So at the talent show our dance did AMAZING. We did not mess up once, we didn't win but oh well who cares, and i got to show off my lack-of-skills. Then we did our skit and it would have been amazing except for the fact that NO ONE could hear it. B/c of our lack of microphone.
Then samibeth came home on my bus and we harassed dylan to an extended degree and di "cuppage" on him.Long story.
Then we got ready to regal and then WENT to regal with giggles, malarie, phil, nicole, brooke, bari, jess, and like everyone else in the world. I saw lots of people who i havent seen in forever so that was cool such as achi, crystal, and nessa. So we all ate dinner at ihop and then went to see the village. It was god awful, so i left in the middle of it with bari b/c she was scared shitless. Then we found MEGAN and KELLY from camp who are awesome so we hung out with them for a bit and then we went home. Sam, my brother, jess and i all squished into sam's dad's tiny sports car, and it was amusing.
Saturday- achi's party!!! It was so much fun, but it would have been better if tricia was there. But i chilled all day with jess, amber, crystal, alex, nessa, and other people. We had a cake fight and it highly amused me.
THen i went home.
I don't remember what i did on sunday.

Monday- went to the beach with camp! woot woot! it was fun, nick came back, and we befriended his midget friend. Spent half of the time in dunkin donuts in which we made these donuts into hats. Chased hot emo boys but they like ran away from us. SAW PHIL THE OLD COUNSELOR! i missed him so much. Ran around the beach telling people to tell us we were birds. Made a tent on the bus way there, hahaha. Great times but i can't rmemeber most of them.

tuesday- PAINTBALL! yeah? i think... little hot emo corey came with us so that was awesome. Set off A LOT of smoke bombs, which was fun. Then went paintballing and i basically hid with kara, allie, and everyone. It was highly amusing. Then i decided it would be fun to stand in the middle of the field and that didn't work out well. Then i made people give me food b/c i had no lunch, then we went home.

wednesday- HURRICANE HARBOUR! sooo much fun, we came to the conclusion that it would be Hurrican Harbour: The musical so we randomly sang to people and made up songs for everything we saw. WE went down those tobaggon things a lot. I remember it being an awesome day but the last thing i remember is pouring funnel cake powder all over eachother.

Then after camp julia, stacey, allie,brooke,bari, ands like...more people came over. We ordered $60 dollars in chinese food and then had contests on the slip and slide, lmao, it was a great time. I love these children.

thursday- we didn't go to hurrican harbour because of "thunderstorms" mmmmmHmmm..
So we went to mcdonalds and mutated teddy bears. Then we bowled with sweet lou and everyone and instead of putting in our real names we put names such as mr. pee pee, so when i got a strike it flashed MR. PEE PEE GOT A STRIKE! it made me go hee hee! Mariya and brookie stole bowling shoes, hahahaha. Brookie was fudge nelly, and other amusing things.

Friday- went to mcdonalds AGAIN and then to lazer tag/ regal. I forced every single person in camp to vote me for prom queen. THEN WE MADE EVERYONE VOTE ARTEM FOR PROM KING. It was funny. we paraded around camp screaming ARTEM FOR PROM KING!
Then we got in and met nick ( sweet lou)'s friends and then he ditched us for them so he is no longer "sweet lou". Then we got in trouble and megan ran over to me and made me tell her the entire story, it was fun. Allie and i spastically danced at every oppurtunity we had. Andrew screamed GRANDMA! at every oppurtunity he could get, and it made me laugh. Then we all played lazer tag and the colors were green and red and wer made fun of the red people b/c they were "the bad color" from the village. Then we acted all james bond and did cartwheels and things. I was the least valueable player, as usual, lmao.
At galazy ice cream we remembered good times and then allie drinks sprite remix berry flavored and goes "EWW WHAT FLAVOR IS THIS!" not realizing it was right infront of her, it was funny. Then on the way home we screamed at random people to look like we were being taken to the taliban. it was fun.

Then after, brooke,mariya,allie,bari,nicole,sam,stacey,sheree,julia, and jess all came over to sleep over and it was SO much fun. So first we all played with my puppies because they are the shiz. Then we ate munckins like rabid monkeys and acted like retarted people reading the encyclopedia of animals. hung out in the sunroom, andgot FOUR pies of pizza, lmao. Then we got bored so nicole,mariya, julia, allie and i decided to walk to the elementary school. Oh god ,that was hysterical. We found the fastest cat in the world. And then i scared off guys by telling them i'm a man. Then we used a single leaf as camouflage and acted as trees. Then we pissed little kids off and it was fun. Then we had to go back and then come back with a flashlight and get jess and random people caled us "sluts" it was funny. Then we were like OH NO SPRINKLERS! and being the smart people we are, ran through them. Then the sky was beutiful so we all went outside on blankets and stuff and lit candles and had a hippie love circle thing and i played the guitar. Then everyone decided to chase my brother and i made a sountrack for it. Then we thought it would be fun to randomly go swimming at 11 so we did, and it was fun. Then we cooked marshmellows on my stove. Then we stayed outside for two hours till like 2 in the morning and all of us just layed down on my lawn and looked up at the sky and we saw SHOOTING STARS!!!! that was the first time i EVER saw shooting stars, and the sky was so beautiful, it was jsut amazing. We had deep conversationd and stuff. Then we all just layed down in the dark and laughed b/c allie said random things such as "you sound like a type writer" we had to go inside b/c everyone was getting scared in my sunroom b/c we al lthought we were going to be attacked. Then we fell asleep and everyone went bye bye.

saturday- went to the mall with sam, stacey, and jess for the ENTIRE day. we made it fun because we got into two teams and ad a judge and we tried to see who could look the most ridiculous. So me and sheree won b/c we are awesome! sam and jess used "patterns" a lot. Then we went back to stacy's house and acted like lesbians so that stacy's sister would go away ,lmao.

sunday- WARPED TOUR! yay, it was FUN@ hung out with boys night out most of the time as usual. Saw LOTS of camp kids. Met lots of bands such as billy talent, audio karate, number one fan, and more. GOT AN AUTOGRAPHED POSTER BY TAKING BACK SUNDAY! jeff from boys night out wore our sweatband, it made us feel special. On the line there someone told us to call this random guy vince so we did and left hot messages on his machine at work, haha. Met lots of really awesome and HOT people. Saw bands such as billy talent, thursday, coheed and cambria, story of the year, anti-flag, boys night out, taking back sunday, yellowcard, NOFX, sugarcult, and like...more. There were a lot of bands i wanted to see but i chose to see the bigger more popular bands b.c i know i wont habve another oppurtunity to see them again for a while. Met up with crotch and mike, hung out with them for a while, then saw MIKE! YAY! i missed him, we all saw boys night out together, and i crowdsurfed WOOT WOOT WOOT! it was so much fun, so then after that i crowdsurfed to taking back sunday and yellowcard. It was oodles and spoodles of fun. Then i saw karel from camp wasted and it was funny. Then we went in the parking lot and saw guys with no pants on, and it was lots of fun. I cried when sugarcult played memory, that song gets me every time.

monday- i slept late so didnt come to camp until about two o clock but thats ok. Supposedly we lit things on fire all day. When i got there everyone was passed out and chris was fast asleep on the floor. Then people poured a bucket of water on him and he did the same to me and it was anti-cool.
Then we turned the couch all the way up so it was standing up and jumped on it( well i didnt) and alex almost killed his lip so then we stopped after the 595938 time.

tuesday- don't remember much of it but we had a scavenger hunt and we THOUGHR we won, but than we didn't oh well. I was on a team with kaitlinn jen erin and everyone we had an AMAZINGtime and we finished literally ONE MINUTE before the ending time, lmao. I honestly can't remember anything that happened the rest of the day. oh yeah, scott had to bleach his hair blonde b/c he lost a bet and then he made it a mohawk, lmao gotta love scott-ish mcfine fine.

Then went to the mall and saw kara!

wednesday- OMG PROM! fucking amazing! words couldnt begin to express, we bothered people on the blue team such as neil and bryan AND WE GOT EMO COREY TO DANCE! it was awesome, we even got nick to dance. Just an incredible time. danced NON-STOP. AND THEY ACTUALLY played good music when we ate such as the starting line, THE ATARIS, sugarcult, taking back sunday, yellowcard, etc. I cried when they played sugarcult, and then i jumped around to the rest. Then i had a spazzum b/c they had motzerella sticks and i ate one too many of them. But god what an amazing day, got to hang out with all my best friends, couldn't have asked for a better DAY AT ALL.

just one word....

AMAZING.

Oh yes one more thing.....

I WAS OFFICIALLY PROM QUEEN OF CR'04!!!!!!!

damn straight, that was the icing on the cake. I couldn't get over it, tj was king, so then me and him ad to slow dance but then we did ballet and skipped aroun. Melyssa and kaitlinn, and scott were court, it was amazing. chris wont most outgoing, sheree nicest smile, and like ...more people won more stuff but i can't remember. Then the prom court we all went home in a limo and had sparkling cider, it was amazing. especially me and tj trying to get the sunroof open, lmao so then scott took off his shoes and that didn't work out well. then we all realized there were color changing lights in the limo which was awesome.

Couldn't have asked for a more amazing day with the most amazing people.

thursday- jen erin and i wrote mike gallo in hearts all over the table, so then phil sees it and gets on it and humps it and then he had mike gallo written all over his wanker b/c the ink rubbed off, it was hysterical. Let's see if i can remember ANYTHING else that happened that day, i think i went swimming with allie and dylan and everyone a lot, yeah i did some of that. I also practiced my tarot card skills and i gave like everyone in the world tarot card readings, then i played never-have-i-ever with a bunch of people, then we played truth or dare and it was getting awesome but then mike d. came, haha oh well i still love him to death. got my evalution done,i actually got good remarks, so i was invited back surprisingly. awesome day all in all.

friday-...wow...MOST AMAZING DAY...OF...CAMP...EVER.
god where do i start.
Well considering it was our last day of being on-site EVER AS CITS, stacy and i composed a list of things we had to do, about 50 things, and accomplished, ALL OF THEM. There were so many things, such as hugging 100 random people, in which we did, and making up a new ghetto hand shake and teaching it to ALL of the supervisors. classic i must say. We wrote CR'04 FOREVER alll overrr the
Supposedly it was torture nick day and everyone hid his shoes b/c thats what he always does so it was time for pay back. Then they stole his back and used his and midget's cell phones, lmao. We played red rover with little kids and then had the ULTIMATE food fight of all ULTIMATE food fights. lets just say it started with brocolli, and then climaxed with rice, and ended with wonton soup all over eachother. It was composed of me, midget, nick, chris,kaitlinn, stacey, andrew, and a bunch of different peopl and basically for abouty a half an hour we threw everything that was edible in sigh at eachother. Then sam and i walked around camp to EVERY SINGLE sight and relived memories, it was so amazing we started to cry, it was so depressing to think our summers as campers are almost over.....
After that we had the shaving cream, oh god, words couldn't begin to express. me,erin,jen,kara,mell,kim,nick,midget,andrew and like EVERYONE ELSE SMOTHERED eacthoer in shaving cream. Then phil came in and i caressed him while saying PRETYY PHIL and getting shaving cream all over him and then he gave everyone massages in shaving cream and it felt SO INCREDIBLY GOOD. We need to do that mroe often. brookie got pictures and they'e hysterical. Moral of the story: shaving cream can be fun when NOT used properly. So for the last remaining hour we BLASTED good music finally and we all jumped on the couches like the special people we are. It was insane, by now the couches were COMPLETELY WRITTEN ALL OVER with CR'04 forever and stuff, and me, nick, and midget and everyone jumped on them for about a half an hour. chris danced on the table seductively, haha. It ws his last day, i'm gonna miss him so much!!!! since it was his last day we decided it would be fun to have him run around camp wearing no pants, so he did and it was hysterical. Then he raced midget to one point and back, and it was hysterical because the first time midget's pants DID NOT fall down so chris looked like an idiot and then on the way back chris fell flat on his face, it was hysterical. Then i said goodbye to kim and chris b/c it was their last day and then i went home and the end.

saturday- jess, fluffy, and i had a picnic at the elementry school while blasting music, it was eventful.

sunday- went with mom into NYC to see AIDA.

one word....

INCREDIBLE.

That was by far the greatest broadway show i have seen so far. The voices were beautiful and it had EVERYTHING, even comedic moments and great dancing. It was such a beautiful story. It closes september 5, i suggest you all go see it, its amazing, omg i can't even begin to tell you.

that's all.

Lack of updates.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 04:46:53 GMT

11 days. I think that's a record.

Anyways... i left off on tuesday.

So tuesday was the great adventure late night! WOOT WOOT! So nick switched to our group b/c we are the best group ever, YAY! and as soon as we got there we chased a gigantic zebra bus and tried to get in, lmao. Then we found out we had mike and jeanne! YAY! then we started a congo line on the line for nitro ,and we got brookie on! YAY! i sat next to mariya because she was scared shitless. We went on other rides such as the cow rides and what not nnnyeahh it was an amazing time. OH YES! and we went into the arcade and sucessfully scared someone out of it, lmao. Then bari found out a way to get 9435549435 tickets without even paying a quarter, and what does she buy? a coffe maker! lmao. OH YES! allie, nick, julia and i, sucessfully unplugged 75% of all of the arcade games and then we took the out of service stickers off of the machines and put them on their heads. Then people put their money in their broken machines, haha it was funny. Then we trapped random people. And we also made a barrier with our bookbags, and then we made random comments to people such as " you have a white shirt on". Then we saw the dolphins and sea lions show and i sat with mike nick and julia and andrew was saying how the sea lions sound like me. Then we all ate dinner at the character cafe and sat down next to random little kids and the mom got mad at us, lol. Then we ordered milkshakes and brought boys to the yard. Then we came to the conclusion that the only non-made up word is "UUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" long story. Allie made a pyramid out of honey mustard containers, but then the guy put it back. Then we went on the swings and allie and i threw our shoes at people. THen bari allie and brooke got lost in the candy store lmao. that was hysterical. They were walking around the park with suggestive lolypops, lmao.

wednesday- HURRICANE HARBOUR! yay! it was A LOT of fun. We decided that we were just going to ditch the rest of our group and go of in our little walk around group and our supervisor was erica, we had SO much fun! OMG. Trapping little kids in tubes in the lazy river, lmao. Allie pretended to have friends by making up names and when people sat down next to her she would be like NO THAT'S SUZIES SPOT! Then nick randomly gave us a funnel cake so we thought it was poisoned so then we sniffed it and ate it. Then we stuffed it under our noses to make it look like we were smoking crack and took pictures. Then we went on some slides and julia allie brooke and i waited in a long line for a "four person tobaggon" but then we get up there and said that it is only a three person tobaggon, OK? So then we had random conversations about how the slides looked like snot, then we went home.
Then after it i went to ihop and then to see the notebook with allie, bari, brookie, julia, stacy, her sister, and mariya. It was fun because we asked for a plate of croutons and tried to hijack syrup. Then we played DDR and stuff and i played this star wars game but then i realized there was no go button so that explains why it wouldnt go. Then we serendaded the ticket guy and allie stole the 10:45 time slot, lmao. Then we went in ant watched ther notebook. Allie and i made up hilarious remarks the entire time not many in which i can remember. Bari's laugh is hysterical. We laugh-cried the entire time. Then we went home.

thursday- madame toussad's wax museum! YAY! brookie and i listened to nsync/the spice girls/ britney spears the entire way up and that was awesome because bubble gum pop was THE BEST. Then we get there and took pictures with the hulk. Allie and i walked up to every single wax figure and were liek GRANDMA?!!?! IS THAT YOU?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! So then i raped 99% of the wax figures.
I think we sucessfully took pictures with EVERY SINGLE WAX FIGURE THERE.
Then melissa and i took pictures of us on the american idol stage because that is our dream. Then i did a dance with bari on stage with a wax figure of beyonce, it was hilarious.

friday- supposed to go paintballing but got postponed because of rain. Went to mcdonalds/movies/lazer galaxy instead. It was a lot of fun. Mike and i talked about music the entire way up. Then we got to mcdonalds and nick gave allie a pet paintball and she name it jack. Then he popped it and with that came Jack 2 and Jack 3. Then allie and brookie got migthy kids meals and got beanie babies. Then we were racist to french fries and told them they were ugly and threw them at people. Then chirs had to clean up the entire place ,lol. Then we all saw I, robot and allie mariya and i got REALLY into it and started chanting SUNNY SUNNY SUNNY SUNNY! over and over again at the end and every time something happened we said " the cats did it" tHen we accused people of being bad robots. Then allie and i did this racing game, and i won, dayum straight. Then mel and i played dance dance revolution. Then us retards decided to all try to squeeze into the little carousel at lazer galaxy. I think our record was 5. Yeah...
I cant even remember what i did over the weekend. I think i did like...nothing, i honestly can't remember, that's bad.

Monday- can't remember much of what happened. Learned magick stuff from phil most of the day. Ummmm....wow really can't remember. Practiced the skit a lot, made a tv, anne kicked us out of the big top, the usual. Prom meeting

tuesday- Melyssa, jess and i started making up our dance for tainted love, worked on it most of the day. Played red rover with kelly, julia, chelsea, allie, brooke, andrew,artem, heather,megan and other people/ that was oodles and spoodles of fun. Then we all rode around on sleds. forgot what the special event was.

wednesday- i think like the best day ever! from what i can remember. practiced most of the morning and hung out with shelby and her friends they are all really nice. Ate lunch on the couches with lots of people and ate everyones scraps and explaining that we had absolutely no shame. Then did the dance more, then CAKE DECORATING! omg it was AMAZING! our team made the "mountain of sucess" in which it was composed of many mixed emotions and symbolism. WE DIDN'T WIN! that saddened me, but we had an incredible time. Moral of the story: make your cake pretty, not deep.
Can't remember what i did the rest of the day b/c i have a bad memory but i remember it being an AMAZING day.

today/yesterday- So in the morning i remember getting there and hanging out with mike d for a bit and he showed us his blanket. Then we went to the meeting and paul yelled at us about some shit last year because he hates cits and he is racist against them. Then melyssa and i worked on our dance and then i did the skit, vince watched it but he didn't laugh but thats ok because brittany laughed and brittany NEVER laughs. Then we all ate lunch and bari decided she didn't want to do it anymore, so then we decided to kill vince. But then jess and liz said theyd do it and it turns out they are amazing at it. After lunch we did the whole music video making thing and i think we did almost every song possible. So many, such as, FRIENDS theme song ( its tradition), this i promise you, a moment like this, a boys night out song!!! woot, cute without the e, i will survive,baby got back, and we were going to do the cell block tango, but the cd was being a nazi and wouldnt work. Then went back with jess and melyssa to work on the dance, FINISHED IT! we got so fricking excited, and made random people watch it. Then went home.

Jess came over a bit after, and we went sledding down my lawn with mr. eyelashes and my brother. Then we decided to go to the elementary school and climbed stuff. Then we went home, it was fun. yeah.

Dirty dirty commies.

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 04:04:21 GMT

Hello all of you commies you!
Well today in camp we were supposed to go the beach, but it was crappy in the morning so we didn't go.
So in the morning i got ANOTHER cd, this one from sheree, and it was the ataris- end is forever, which was like my favorite cd of all time that got stolen ,so that meant a lot to me.
Then lisa said we were going to sportsworld and it is like 09855999594 hours away and we had to have passed 8 tollbooths before we got there. The funny thing is they ALL advertised josh groban at pnc bank arts center. So the entire way there i sang songs to stacy and she became frightened. As soon as we got there, knowing us we went to go get food. Allie and i felt sorry for a hamburger that was all by itself. We wanted to comfort it. Then we ordered "chicken nuggets, fries, and a medium pepsi" you kind of had to be there. Then we went on the bumper cars with nick which was highly amusing, and then we played laser tag with cardildo and everyone in which bari gave her vest to thew other team so we lost by about 41,000 points. Then we decided to go play mini golf and my golf club became my penis and i hit people with it. Then we played golf the old fashioned way in which you start at the beghinning and throw the ball hoping to make it in the hole. Then we went on the himalaya and i sat next to brookie and we too pics the entire time and the dude got pissed. Then we went on the tea cups with stacy, mariya, mike and everyone and we all got extremely dizzy and it was a great part of the day. Then i went on bumper cars again and i sat next to bari and we decided to "drive leisurely", wow, that didn't work out. Then we played bowlingo and then we went home nnnyeahhh.

After camp i went to regal with maxine, alex, her sister, her sister's friend, and these people mike and jon. We saw cinderella 2, it sucked so incredibly harsh. I spilled popcorn all over mike, it was funny ,and then i scared them with my penis. Then alex andi got bored so we left and went to play DDR and we rocked at it and then i found hayley and some people and talked for a bit. Then we went back and the movie was over so then we just chilled in galaxy ice cream for a bit, it was ok.

I BETTER not go to the poconos because then that means MISSING HELLFEST and that is not going to work out well.

Where's the goat?

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 02:15:43 GMT

Hello my darlings.

Well, here's a little recap shall we?

Friday. It was Evan's last day so we all went into squirrel hill and kaitlin threw him a surprise party in squirrel hill! YAY! so we listened to music for a while and ate this shiznat that erin made that looked like vomit but tasted really good and other stuff. Then we decided we would dress evan up as a girl so we made him wear a skirt, bra, and a flower in his hair, it was extremely amusing. Then mariya and i went to our group for like a period and we got bored out of our minds and sam's JCs were bothering our emo-ness so we left to go eat lunch. Ate with everyone on the couches. After that we decided how many people we could fit on a couch, the world record was 23. Our record was 16, but it's ok, we tried.

By the way, i have the greatest camp friends in the entire world.

They replaced some of my stolen cds and gave me new ones that i wanted, they're just amazing, i love them all and they are incredible.

So after that we went kickboxing and that is always fun! I swear the lady who does it with us is a machine. Eddie, jeannie and scott did it with us too, how amusing.

After that we all went into the waterpark and then spent evan's last few hours in the pool. We had many orgies and that was fun. Then we got out and evan started randomly hooking up with every single girl in camp but that is ok. Then we walked him to his bus and it was depressing.

THEN IT WAS TIME FOR THE LATE NIGHT!

yay! so we go back and i go in the pool with mike, gill, melissa, and allie, and we have more orgies. Then i get out and dance with everyone on the blue team and the green team and just have an awesome time dancing for like the 3 hours we were there. kaitlin and i started a moshpit, woot woot. Then i got ready to go the movies. on the way there we sucessfully annoyed the shit out of everyone on the blue team by singing random songs the ENTIRE time. Then who comes on the bus, PHIL! so we start chanting his name and that was fun. I saw the usual regal people such as chloe, rita, hayley, sam, ari, and all those people, so that was always good. Then i met up with jess and fluffy and we got them in a free movie, so they were excited about that. OH YEAH I SAW ROBIN AND MICHELLE TOO! I FORGOT! yayyyyyy!!!!!

So once we got in we went to the upper level but there were like no seats for me, phil and mariya so we sat in one of the front rows and in back of us was jess, fluffy, and their friends deb and tai. They seemed cool. Then this huge thing of soda spilled all over me, and i was laughing uncontrollably. Then i went to go get a new one and i got a new one for free, YAY! So we saw the terminal. It was actually REALLY good, but phil and mariya made it awesome. I didn't understand anything that was going on so my lack of common sense was being laughed at the entire time. And then we danced and laughed and all that shiz and had a great time and overall it was awesome. Everyone hated it except us, but that's ok. After that we all hung out in the lobby and phil tried to feed random people popcorn, like fluffy, but it didn't work. Then we got on the buses, and i saw john anderson outside of fridays! YAY! oh how i have missed him so. Then sam slept over my house, and we wanted to throw a toaster in my brother's room, but it didn't work out. We made toaster struedels, they were good. I love sam she has to be one of my best friends of all time, Basically all we did was just stay up and talk because we understand eachother completely, it was awesome. The next morning we decided it would be good to make blueberry pancakes, lol. That didn't really work out. First, they all looked like ufos and crop circles, and then we set off the smoke alarm, lmao. Oh well, they were still good. Then we force fed them to my brother. Then we just hung out and talked more and then we decided to tell my brother about his x-box live friends secret identities, such as ernest schminkelbaum the child pornargrapher, and Chad/Michael and or Mary on an off day, and old pedophile that lives in a nursing home. Then sam transformed into Mutey McMuteMute, in which she wrote down everything she said. Then we went to coldstone and it was amazing because there was no line. Saw Al this jc from my camp, he's hot. THEN I SAW ANGIE! omg i was so happy i haven't seen her in FOREVER. I missed her. Then sam and i both got birthday cake remixes and then we both went home. Then i went to sleep.

Today i saw spiderman 2 with my mom and brother, it was SO good. I LOVED it. I thought it was amazing and better that the first one, and i loved it nnnnyeahhh...

heres my schedule for the rest of the week.

Monday- beach, and then regal?

tuesday- great adventure late night

wednesday- hurricane harbour

thursday- wax museum

friday- paintballing

let me know if you wanna chizzlelax after camp.

That's all.

In the big rock candy mountains, you never change your socks!

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 06:10:48 GMT

Holler.

So today/yesterday was very shizzle-licious as usual.
Well my mom woke me up at 5 b/c she had to take my dog to the hospital because he was sick so i got dressed and went right back to sleep. Then yeah.

Courtney was back in camp after like killing her tailbone and told us her hospital stories on the bus. When we got there we found melyssa goldberg and a lot of other people and checked in and hung out on the couches and found evan who had been sleeping on the couch from 6-9. Then we went into the big top for a carnival meeting and they were telling us how we kicked ass and stuff so we got doughnuts. Allie and bari moved to the back because they wanted to be "different", lmao but we all followed them. Then after that we told lisa that we would be "practicing" for the talentshow so we got out the exercise balls and watched the BIG ROCK CANDY MOUNTAINS! omg...it was the greatest movie of all time, especially the snoodle doodles, they were AMAZING. Then we went into squirrel hill and practiced our skit for a bit, and then we hung out in the ship/castle/car for about 3 hours. Nick has the worst case of ADD in the entire world and it is absolutely hysterical. We were sitting on the nest of truth and randomly he goes OHHH CARR!!! and runs up to it. Wow, what a special special, boy. Then he stood on top of a pole on the ship and brooke and i re-enacted titanic, lmao. Then Nick stole mine and allie's shoes several thousand times and dipped them in the creek while laughing maniactacly, so we just call him ADD kid, not nick. Then we poked everyone with sticks and then sam and mariya tickled me to death and that was not cool. So then we went to lunch and i got chinese YAY! and then we went back into squirrel hill with evan nick nicol bari brooke allie and all of them and sat in a huge circle on the bridge and pretended to protect the troll acording to evan, lmao because the troll was shooting up heroine ,then we played hand games. Then annie, being the nazi she is, kicked us out so we stood at the baseball field before we got kicked out again.
Then it was time for PUDDING WARRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay, omg it was so fricking hilarious, we all helped put the pudding on the sheet thing and then we had a tug of war and it was our entire group and this girl dana on one side, we lost but that's ok, then we all went in and a bunch of us ran down and held hands and stuff and i crashed right into evan abour 49549459534945 times it was fun. So that consisted of wrestling with everyone such as stacy sheree nicole kaitlin and all of them and it was a lot of fun. Then we threw lisa in it and she almost got a concushion, lmao. But overall it was awesome because the pudding war is the best ever!
Then we all ran into the waterpark and what not. Then we went home.

So when i got home i found out that my dog bailey died :-(. But that's ok because i hated him anyway so i don't really care i just feel bad for my family because they're all really upset especially my brother. So i got really tired so i fell asleep with my dog toby and woke up at 8:30 and my mom was like " we don't want you to have people over tomorrow night because bailey just died" and im like WTF!?!?!?!?!!??!!?! omg this is sooooooooooooooo fucking gay i've been planning this since last week and i've been looking forward to it ALL THIS WEEK!!!!and i let down so many people i feel TERRIBLE omg this is sooooooooooooooooooo fucking not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULD RANT ON AND ON ABOUT HOW PISSED I AM ABOUT THAT.

...but i wont.

Tomorrow is evan's last day.

:-(.

I'm gonna rouge my knees and wear my stockings down...AND ALL THAT JAZZ!

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 03:04:29 GMT

Hey ya'll! (southern accent)

Well these past few days have been AMAZING to say the least..

Monday i honestly can't remember much but it was POURING OUT the ENTIRE day, so in the morning karisa and i and everyone else found out that the new couch opens up into a bed...HELL YES! can you say amazing? because i can? Then allie and i decided it would be funny to play stupid board games all day and get REALLY into them, so at first we decided to play jenga, only it represented today's society and each block represented a year, so we were trying to see how long it would take for our society to fall, only we used an umbrella instead of our hands. Then we played this long gigantic game of charades that was absolutely hysterical and i will never forget it because it was so incredibly funny. I'm not going to get into it though. So then i don't really remember what happened but we hung out on the couches a lot and then stacy and i and everyone jumped in huge mud puddles for hours and that was amazingly fun. Then a bunch of us decided to play RAIN SOCCER, oh dear, that was interesting. Well we were split up into two teams and for two hours we played soccer in the pouring rain, and my job was to sexually distract the goalie while my team scored, lmao allie. So rain soccer is now my official new favorite game, because it is awesome... Then we played movie trivia..that worked out so incredibly well
DID SOMEONE SAY HORRRAA?!!?!?!?!

HAD TO DO THAT, sorry. That's all i can remember from monday.

On tuesday from what i can remember- We went to squirrel hill in the morning with evan and his metro sexual lime green jacket, then we found phil and he gave me this book about chaos magick and it was extremely interesting and i really want to learn more about it. So we initiated evan and nicole into it, and then we joined phil at his lunch to talk more about chaos magick which was once again extremely interesting. Then we all ate lunch in squirrel hill with uncle jimmy. Then we all went into the big top and came up with the greatest idea for the talent show..were going to do a MAURY spoof, in which we make fun of the maury show, obviously. So here are the parts... and the theme is children who are out of control and extremely messed up and stuff

Sam- played LAUREE, the woman who is supposed to be Maury
Allie- plays Muffin, gertrude and prudence's mother
Me- play prudencee, a cleptomaniac that is illeterate disobedient and believes she is from the south
Mariya- plays gertrude, prudence's twin sister who thinks shes a vampire
Nicole- odett, a straight a student that wants to party and is under stress by her mother
brooke- odetts mother, wants the perfect child
andrew- camera man
stacy- security guard

So it should be funny, to US at least, and that's all that matters in the end..

Then we talked more about magick and stuff with phil, and then i forgot where my bus was, and then i went home.

Went to choir practice with mary kate and joe ,it was fun and i got to see the baby!

Today- REALLY REALLY REALLY fun.
Got there and phil gave me this thing to read and it was really interesting but i didn't get to finish it b/c i am a slow reader. Then went to visit mike d. and then went back. Ate breakfast with sam allie and andrew and then we practiced our skit some more, lmao its going to be HILARIOUS. Probably only to us, but that's ok.
Sat with everyone at lunch and got free pizza which is awesome, then went to go get our costumes on, allie was dressed as dorothy and rang a cow bell all day, lmao. My costume consisted of ONE inflatable clown shoe, striped 70's pant, a grandma shirt, a rubber nose, and a gigantic hat, i looked very special. Andrew looked like a giant penis, and nick was dressed asd thew scarecrow and sang the wizard of oz song with allie all day , and evan just wore a cape all day. We all looked extremely special. Then sheree, evan, stacy, nick,sam and i worked the dunking booth for half the day , but we had a ghetto dunking booth and had to re set it like every single time but it was still awesome aand we got to push the button everytime a kid missed and dunk everyone and got sweet revenge, lol. Then i was laughing at the baseball guy when he couldnt dunk me and then he finally did and he was like HAHAHAHH and splashed water in my face, yeah it was cool. Evan threw allie's cowbell in the dunking booth because they wanted to start "dunk dorothy", then chased her around all day. Then we went back to the clubhouse for a bit and met up with katherine, kaitlin, amanda, jen,erin,nick, and evan. We all decided to make stripper names for ourselves and my name is COCKI, how special, like cookie, only it has cock in it, ok that's all. Then we got back into our clown stuff and danced with people for a bit and then mariya and i went to work this booth and we threw prizes at kids b/c we didnt want to do it. Then did a booth with sam and andrew for a bit danced the whole time. Then worked another with jen and erin for like 5 seconds then left. Went in the waterpark for about 40 minutes and tried to get mariya wet, did not suceed at all, well not till the end. Erin and nick are so cute together! ok yeah, and what else? it was just a great time in the waterpark it was like all of us and it felt so right and stuff and it was just awesome, i love that place.
Walked with phil, nick, erin, evan back to the buses and phil thinks my penis should be nicknamed horsecock. But no way, i am mr. pee pee FO 'EVA!

all the colors of the street signs, they remind me of the pick up truck out infront of your neighbor's house

ATTENTION: good news- i found my cds. bad news- seven of them are stolen.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 05:44:23 GMT

Hello all.

NNNNNyeeeahhh...

Well on friday we went to hurricane harbour with camp and it was amazing I have a terrible memory so this is the few things that i remember. Bari, sam, allie, and i all had one gigantic orgy in the back of the bus in which we all laid down inbetween the seats and brookie stole my shoes! then brookie and i were slide buddies!!!! YAY!!!!!
So then we get to the place and who do i see......ROBIN MARIA AND THE CROTCH! woot woot-ness!!!! it was sexy/fun!

Then mike figured that we should climb over a gigantic mountain to get through the park, that worked out ever so well.

So then we went into the wave pool and we all like choked evan with hugs and that was fun!

Then we stayed in the lazy river for about two hours with mike and wade and everyone and wade's new name is WILLLLLAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! lol allie hahah love you, we kept on losing everyone and then wade stuck his feet in my face 342959 times and then allie and i trapped little children in our tubes, we scare them. And then we named all of the lifeguards, and then sam walks up to one and shes like NORMAN IS THAT YOU!!! and hes like NOO! MICHAEL!! SEE!!! LOOK AT MY NAME TAG! and he points to it and sam goes YEAH! M-I-C-H-A-E-L-, spells NORMAN! it was so funny, and so on and so forth.
Then we had to get out b/c we had to look for this girl alex who randomly walked out of our group so yeah.
Then we went to go get lunch and crotch and robin and maria had this freaky funnel cake powder fight. Then lauren gave mike this vomit drink, oh well. i stil <3 the mike! Then bari had to carry her chicken in her hands through this sea of people, and then i saw greg jonson, what an evil evil man, oh well. Then i told everyone in camp that i loved them.
Then julia and i hijacked the following: honey mustard, ketchup, salt, and pepper"
i dont rmemeber how this came aboutl...but we can up to the codiment stand singing the mission impossible theme ,and then we would take handfuls of packets and stuff them in our bags, it was hilarious if you were there, then my drink spilled across like the entire food place and i tried to cover it up with my towel.
Then when we were done with lunch we all went to the slides and brookie and i were slide partners!!!! we made friends with this awesome lady named roxanne and she was so cool and we were battling between jorge and keyman. We also tried tro convince everyone on the ride that we were "special". it almost worked. Then we went on slides with allie and JORGE AND KEYMAN and everyone, don't they sound like super hero names?
Then we took pictures with dawn and thats always fun b/c pictures=sexy.
Then on the bus ride home allie stuffed sam's wallet in her boob and it was hysterical. Then bari stuffed in in her pants and we were stroking it. So allie looked incredibly special with the wallet in her boob so she looked deformed so we started singing "ONE OF THESE BOOBS IS NOTT LIKEEE THEEE OTTHHHHERRRRRRRRR"
and we made everyone gues which one was out of the ordinary. and then andrew tried to eat the wallet and allie got offended and goes "OK! I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU DID NOT JUST EAT BARI'S PENIS BUT MY BOOB AS WELL!!!" It was funny.
Then we got back to camp and allie sheree brooke and other people and i decided to sing the boob song again only this time we made allie have three boobs, lmao.
Then phil randomly walked up to me and said MAN! I FEEL LIKE A WOMAN! it was highly interesting.

Then i came home.

Then around 6 i picked up mariya to go to see boys night out/hot rod circuit/saves the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then my mom got lost, oh well.
Then we got in there and we realized we werent the only people who printed out tickets. Then we went upstairs and checked out merch and finally about 9438959439 later after we arrived boys night out arrived and thats what i was waiting for, so they were REALLY REALLY good and REALLY REALLY sexy the only problem was the crowd SUCKED. There wasn't even a single pit. and when mariya and i started jumping people moved out of our way. Then we went upstairs and hung out with jeff, the drummer for a bit, and he signed my shoe! woot woot. Then we found the lead singer connor, and he is awesome. just a COMPLETE sweetheart, so mariya and i basically hung around there and with them the whole night, b/c they are great guys, and just funny and i love them. Then i sat in a special chair and we befriended this guy ryan who like follows boys night out and he is the lead singer of Aidden. He was extremely funny and amusing. He would randomly break out into song and dance with his drumsticks in which he cannot play drums. Then he told us his entire morning schedule about how he screams GOOD MORNING ROCKAWAY! and then throws tennis balls at cars, and then goes back to sleep and does it all over again, talked about bands and stuff, he was an awesome guy. Then talked to connor and jeff for a bit more cuze theyre awesome, and we tried to teach them the ghetto handshake but it didn't work , so then ryan taught us his own special ghetto handshake. Then we went downstairs for a few minutes to see saves the day and from what we heard they were actually pretty good, but the crowd sucked so we went back upstairs. So then we called maxine and maxine was like OMGGG I CANT BELIEVE YOU MET BOYS NIGHT OUTT OMGGG OU ARE MY IDOL and it was funny. Then isaw this random girl from ym school named kacey so we hung out with her and ryan until mariya's dad picked us up and she was really nice and cool. Then we said bye to everyone and left.

Saturday i did nothing the whole day but then melissa and dnaielle slept over! lol wow....great times in the kitchen as usual with conversations involving bacon, cheese and bagels, not even going to get into that ,thenabout how my boobs are uneven, and then melissa randomly put pots on her head, then we flipped through channels and laughed uncontrollably at completely not funny things, then we did other stuff that i cant remember and then went to sleep, oh yeah i also made grilled cheese it was gooD!
Then melissa and i FINALYL signed eachother's 8th grade yearbooks, lol, even though we are going into 10th. Then danielle fell asleep and we got bored so we ate ice cream and then it was 3 am so we randomly decided to go outside. it was so much fun. We laid down in the middle of the road and got chased off by a random non-existant car. Then we ran through my neighborhood and screamed DEY! at the top of our lungs. Then we did the cha cha slide and the cotton eyed joe in the middle of my front lawn. Remember this all took place at 3 am. Then we randomly decided to go swimming and that was awesome too, and then my pool started randomly evaporating and we thought it was haunted, lmao. Then we went in got changed and went back outside and recorded melissa running around my lawn spastically while spraying the hose everywhere. Then we played mario party until 6 am. Then we finally fell asleep in the sun room, and then we woke up around 1 and ate grilled cheese and it was good, then we went back swimming and then melissa left. Then i went ot coldstone and got this non-fat stuff and it was actually not bad.
Here i am.

HOLY SHIT!

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:09:41 GMT

HOLY
FUCKING
SHIT
I
AM
GOING
TO
SEE
THE
ATARIS
DOES
IT
GET
ANY
BETTER
THAN
THIS
!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!!??!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!

Bloody kisses from poison lips leave lovers left in ditches.

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 21:21:20 GMT

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Hey! What's your name?:	Meredith
Nickname?:	Mere, mere-mere, meri,merdibeth, meredizzle, meredibizzle, meredibizzlebeth
What's your age?:	15
Sexuality? (Homosexual/bisexual/straight):	straight
Where do you live?:	marlboro, NJ
What's your favorite thing to do?:	dance
What don't you like to do?:	staple my fingers...that kind of hurts
What's your favorite food?:	GRILLED CHEESEEE!!!!!!
Your favorite flower?:	white roses
How tall are you?:	5'5
What color is your hair and eyes?:	hair-red, eyes-blue, but they're turning green
Delayed question... are you male or female?:	female
That's over...what about your friends?
Funniest?:	all of my camp friends
Biggest pain in the ass?:	******
Smartass?:	ehh.... not sure
Smartest?:	ash
Most into ahletics?:	sara
Study addicted?:	alex
Anime freak?:	melissa
Artist?:	jess
PC genius?:	hahahahahahahahhaha
DDR champion?:	ME OHHH MEEE!!!!
Writer extrodinaire?:	lord penelope
Prep?:	meg
Homosexual/bisexual?:	lauren
Speaks more than one language?:	mariya
More than two?:	we arent that talented
Most likely to succeed at what they love?:	danielle
Most likely to end up in jail?:	bari...lmao lmao
Most absolutly insane?:	sam
Shy?:	jess
The one you can talk to anytime?:	ash
Best one for advice?:	ash
Huggle buddy?:	camp friends
Ranting buddy?:	sam k.
The one who often gets into fights?:	maxine
Fashion obsessed?:	meg
Never caring about what others think of them?:	ryan...although i only met him once
Did I forget the lot of them?:	yes
That was rather long. How about some randomness?
Do you have a DJ?:	no
Do you have an LJ?:	no special
What's your screenname?:	early junespirit
Do you like to take random surveys?:	yes
Do you like hot cocoa?:	YES
How about rainbow socks?:	sure
Do you collect feathers?:	no
Do you like anime?:	no
Are you God?:	of course
50 question wonder...have a nice day. :)

You, yourself and the others (50 Questions) brought to you by BZOINK!

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basics:
name::	Meri
age::	15
sex::	femal
location::	marlboro,NJ
orientaion(straight/bi/homosexual)::	straight
personal stuff:
are you a virgin?::	yes
dont lie::	kk
are you prude::	no
dont lie about that either, its ok::	kk
cough::hah ur Prude::cough:	no...
do u kno wat prude is?::	yes
dumbass.
how did that make u feel, me calling u a dumbass::	not very good
do u masturbate::	no
i kno u do, dont lie::	no
everybodies doing it::	ok...still dont
how many guyz have u hooked up with::	3
how many girls have u hooked up with::	0
should i stop?:	yes
ok i did anyway:	ok
more randomness
can i come over?:	yes
what would we do?:	hang out b/c you are ashley
would we do the nasty?:	no
did u laugh when i said that?:	yes
its ok, i know i'm lame::	kk
can i still come over?:	yes
did u like thys quiz?:	of course

IxImonkeyIxI's random quiz brought to you by BZOINK!

LAST PERSON WHO:
. Slept in Your Bed- danielle
. Saw You Cry- mike
. Slept at Your House- melissa and danielle
. Shared a Drink With- brooke
. Went to the Movies With- jess and dave
. Went to the Mall With- my mommy
. Yelled at You: annie
. Sent You E-mail: sam
HAVE YOU EVER?
+ Said I Love You and Meant It- yes, but in a family way, not a romantic way
+ Been to New York- yes
+ Been to Florida- yes
+ California- no
+ Hawaii- no
+ Canada- yes
+ Mexico- no
+ China- no
+ Dreamed Something Really Crazy and Then It Happened the Next Day- almost everyday
+ Got a Really Bad Feeling About Something and Then It Happened? -yes, take last weekend for example
+ Wished You Were the Opposite Sex- never
THIS OR THAT?
. Red or Blue- blue
. Spring or Fall- SPRING
. Math or English- english
. RollerCoaster or WaterSlide- roller coaster b/c they are longer
Bestfriend or Boyfriend-best friend
RANDOM:
+ What Was the Last Food You Ate- baked doritios with salsa
+ Last Movie You Saw- how to deal
+ Things You Like in a Boy- good sense of humor and long hair
+ Does He Know- i think so
+ What Is His Name- ****
+ Whatâ€™s On Your Mouse pad- a picture of me nicole nad robin at my bat mtizvah
+ Worst Feeling in the World- hopelessness, like when someone close to you dies
+ Future Daughterâ€™s Name- hallie faith
+ Future sons name- phillip jeremy
+ If You Could Have Any Job You Wanted, What Would It Be- a ballet dancer
+ Do You Type With the Right Fingers- sure?
+ Favorite Sport to Watch- gymnastics
+ Hair Color- red
+ Eye Color- blue
+ Height- 5'5"
+ Siblings- matt-12
+ Location- my house
+ Piercing(s)- my ears
+ Best Friends- cr'04 forever
+ Do You Like Being Around People- yep!!!
+ Have You Ever Loved Someone You Had No Chance With- i dont believe in love
+ Do You Want Someone You Donâ€™t Have Right Now- not at the moment
+Ever Afraid You Wonâ€™t Get Married- maybe i wont want to get married
FAVORITE:
Room in House- my room
Song- at the moment...it would have to be (Just once) Let's do something different by Boys night out
Thing in the summer- CAMP!
Sport- gymnastics
IceCream Flavor- cake batter
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU?
+ Cried- no
+ Bought Something-no
+ Sang- of course!!!!
+ Missed Someone- yes
+ Hugged Someone- yes

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Hair color?:	blonde or red
Eye color?:	blue or green
Height?:	5'5 or taller
Six pack?:	no
Long hair or short?:	long
Glasses?:	doesnt matter
Piercings?:	that'd be awesome
Eyebrows?:	sure?
Big butt or little?:	little
Chest hair?:	nooo
Buff or skinny?:	doesnt matter
Teeth?:	white
Section 2
Funny or serious?:	funny
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?:	party-hopper
Should he be able to bake or cook?:	doesn't matter
Does he have a best friend?:	yes
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?:	yes
Out-going or shy?:	outgoing
Sarcastic or sincere?:	sincere
Does he love his mother?:	if she's a good lady
Should he watch chick-flicks?:	no
Would he be a smoker?:	doesn't matter
How about a drinking?:	same
And swearing?:	sure
Would he play with your hair?:	yes
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?:	no
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?:	no
Does he kiss on the first date?:	yes
Where would you go for dinner?:	nowhere fancy
Would he buy you flowers?:	no
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?:	yes
Would he write poetry about you?:	yes
Would he use endearments?:	yes
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?:	yes
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?:	yes
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?:	no
Would you hold hands?:	yes
Section 3
Does he play soccer?:	no
Baseball?:	no
Football?:	no
Basketball?:	no
Water polo?:	no
Golf or something equally boring?:	no
Does he surf?:	yes
Skateboard?:	yes
Snowboard?:	yes
Can he sing?:	yes
Play the guitar?:	yes
Play piano?:	yes
Play the drums?:	yes
Can he keep his room clean?:	doesnt matter
Is he an artist of sorts?:	yes
Does he write his own music?:	yes
Does he have pets?:	yes
Section 4
Does he use the word dude?:	yes
How about tight?:	sure
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?:	yes
What kind of car does he drive?:	no cars, cars=bad
How old is he?:	15-18
What's his name?:	:-X

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Set a snake:	ive done it already
Spend a week in an empty room:	no
Ride in a hot-air balloon:	done it
Sky dive:	hell yes
Sing in front of a huge audience:	done it
scuba dive:	done it
Sit in the front seat of a roller coaster:	done it
Deliver a baby:	never
Swim across the Amazon River:	would
Change careers:	never
Disappear for a long period of time:	never
Walk through the forest alone at night:	never
Join a space mission:	hell yes
Tell everyone what you honestly think of them:	never
Call off your wedding:	never
Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour:	never
Walk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl:	of course
Disarm a bomb:	of course
CLean the outside windows of a skyscraper:	never
Draw a mustache on the Mona Lisa with a permanent marker:	neve
Go on tour with Elvis:	of course
Go swimming during a thunder storm:	done it
Preform surgury on your best friend:	it depends

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Senses Fail vs Finch:	Finch
The Starting Line vs The Early November:	The Starting line
Homegrown vs Fenix Tx:	Fenix Tx
MxPx vs Less Than Jake:	Less than jake
Rancid vs The Transplants:	the transplants
Plain White T's vs Hidden In Plain View:	hidden in plane view
Hot Cross vs Planes Mistaken For Stars:	planes mistaken for stars
Spitalfield vs Fall Out Boy:	fall out boy
Saves The Day vs Taking Back Sunday:	taking back sunday
Sunny Day Real Estate vs Jawbreaker:	sunny day real estate
The Promise Ring vs Jets To Brazil:	jets to brazil
The Movielife vs Allister:	the movielife
The Misfits vs Minor Threat:	the misfits
Crass vs The Germs:	who?
The Clash vs The Ramones:	the ramones
Foo Fighters vs Nirvana:	nirvana
Lagwagon vs Bad Astronaut:	yes?
Story Of The Year vs Glassjaw:	story of the year
Matchbook Romance vs Hot Rod Circuit:	matchbook romance
Yellowcard vs The Starting Line:	yellowcard
The All American Rejects vs Good Charlotte:	the all american rejects
Lillix vs Avril Lavigne:	lillix
Wakefield vs Good Charlotte:	wakefield
Sum 41 vs Simple Plan:	simple plan
No Doubt vs Save Ferris:	save ferris
Reel Big Fish vs Less Than Jake:	less than jake
Thrice vs Thursday:	thursday
Mustard Plug vs Five Iron Frenzy:	five iron frenzy
The Pietasters vs The Planet Smashers:	the planet smashers
Avenged Sevenfold vs Poison The Well:	avenged sevenfold
Vendetta Red vs My Chemical Romance:	my chemical romance
Cursive vs Bright Eyes:	bright eyes
The Postal Service vs Death Cab For A Cutie:	death cab for cutie
Elliot Smith vs Ben Folds:	elliot smith
Ben Kweller vs Adam Green:	yes?
Maxeen vs Acceptance:	acceptance
Incubus vs Hoobastank:	hoobastank
I hope you picked Incubus
The Ataris vs Sugarcult:	the ataris!
The Alkaline Trio vs Reggie and The Full Effect:	alkaline trio
The Get Up Kids vs The New Amsterdams:	the get up kids
Midtown vs Name Taken:	midtown
Slick Shoes vs Rufio:	rufio
The Weakerthans vs Fountains Of Wayne:	fountains of wayne
The Rolling Stones vs Aerosmith:	aersomith
Billy Idol vs Billy Squire:	billy idol
Guns N Roses vs Metallica:	metallica
Gob vs Brand New:	brand new
Ben Lee vs Rufus Wainright:	????
Dashboard Confessional vs Further Seems Forever:	further seems forever
Saves The Day vs Coheed and Cambria:	coheed and cambria
Ok Go vs Hot Hot Heat:	hot hot heat
NoFx vs Bad Religon:	bad religion
Taking Back Sunday vs Straylight Run:	taking back sunday
Straylight Run vs Something Corporate:	something corporate
Rx Bandits vs Catch-22:	catch 22
Q and Not U vs Bowling For Soup:	q and not u
Mest vs Good Charlotte:	mest
Dropkick Murphys vs Flogging Molly:	dropkick murphys
The Casualities vs Swingin' Utters:	the casualties
The Offspring vs Green Day:	green day
Fugazi vs Rites Of Spring:	rites of spring
Count The Stars vs Matchbook Romance:	count the stars
h2o vs Lagwagon:	h20
Jimmies Chicken Shack vs SR-71:	jimmie's chicken shack
Jimmy Eat World vs Green Day:	green day
Mad Caddies vs Unsung Zeros:	unsung zeros
Ozma vs Zwan:	???
No Use For A Name vs Anti-Flag:	anti-flag
Against Me! vs Rise Against:	rise against
River City Rebels vs Lost City Angels:	river city rebels
The Lawerence Arms vs Manic Hispanic:	???
Avoid One Thing vs Autopilot Off:	auotpilot off
The Mighty Mighty Bosstones vs The Supertones:	The Supertones
I hope you put Supertones, because Bosstones are a Supertones ripoff band..
Trebel Charger vs Gob:	???
Stroke 9 vs American Hi-Fi:	American hi-fi
Rooney vs Phantom Planet:	rooney
New Found Glory vs Bowling For Soup:	new found glory
Limbeck vs Sunday Driver:	sunday driver

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What do you think about America?:	sometimes i think its a great place to live and sometimes i think its terrible b/c weveryone here is brainwashed
Do you feel optimistic about the future?:	not at all
What do you think the government should do to improve the lives of citizens:	tell us the truth
If you could study any subject in college, what would it be and why?:	law b/c its interesting
Do you think the human race is destined for greater things?:	no
Is war ever really justified?:	NEVER
If you could talk to President Bush, what would you say?:	id tell him to go fuck a donkey
If you could be President of the United States, what would you do?:	not go to war for one thing
What's more overrated: sports or entertainment, and why?:	sports, b/c it takes no talent and all you do is throw a ball around
If you could program a cable channel, what programs would you air on it?:	just music videos from GOOD bands

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"Fight Club":	love
"28 Days":	never saw it
"The Lost Boys":	love
"Rose Red":	lovel
"The Neverending Story":	love
"Dogma":	never saw it
"What Dreams May Come":	love
"Pleasantville":	never saw it
"I Love You, I Love You Not":	never saw it
"The Others":	dislike
"Remember The Titans":	love
"Brokedown Palace":	never saw it
"Life As A House":	never saw it
"Thirteen":	HATE
"American Beauty":	never saw it
"White Oleander":	LOVE
"Interview With The Vampire":	never saw it
"Queen Of The Damned":	like
"Harry Potter: And The Sorcerer's Stone":	like
"Harry Potter: And The Chamber Of Secrets":	like
"A.I.":	LOVE
"Gothika":	love
"Underworld":	never saw it
"The Ring":	dislike
"28 Days Later":	like
"Resident Evil":	like
"Pirates of the Caribbean":	dislike
"The Lord Of The Rings: Fellowship Of The Ring":	never saw it
"The Lord Of The Rings: The Two Towers":	never saw it
"The Matrix":	love
"The Matrix: Reloaded":	love
"Say Anything":	love
"American Pie":	love
"American Pie 2":	love
"American Wedding":	like
"Pretty In Pink":	never saw it
"Taboo":	never saw it
"Sixteen Candles":	like
"Breakfast Club":	like
"Adaptation":	never saw it
"Blade":	never saw it
"American Graffiti":	never saw it
"Bicentennial Man":	like
"Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure":	never saw it
"Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey":	never saw it
"Blank Check":	like
"Casper":	love
"Clueless":	dislike
"Dogma":	wasn't this asked already?
"Dumb & Dumber":	like
"Down To Earth":	like
"'E.T.":	love
"Spiderman":	love
"Spiderman 2":	never saw it
"Field Of Dreams":	heard of it
"Godzilla":	dislike
"Ghost":	like
"Hearts In Atlantis":	love
"Harriet The Spy":	like
"Honey, I Shrunk The Kids":	like
"Halloween" (Or Any Of The Halloween movies):	love
"Homeward Bound":	love
"Jurassic Park":	love
"Jurassic Park: Lost World":	love
"Jurassic Park 3":	love
"Jumanji":	love
"Krippendorf's Tribe":	never heard of it
"Look Who's Talking":	never heard of it
"Look Who's Talking 2":	..
"Liar Liar":	like
"Lara Croft: Tomb Raider":	dislike
"MIB":	like
"Mr. Destiny":	?
"Mission Impossible":	dislike
"Murder By Numbers":	like
"Monsters Inc.":	like
"My Best Friend's Wedding":	like
"Big Fish":	like
"Night At The Roxburry":	never heard of it
"Night Of The Living Dead":	like
"Office Space":	never saw it
"Once Bitten":	never saw it
"Phenomenon":	never saw it
"Pearl Harbor":	love
"Poltergeist":	love
"Patch Adams":	love
"Runaway Bride":	dislike
"Sleepy Hollow":	like
"Shakespeare In Love":	like
"Midsummer Night's Dream":	like
"Spaceballs":	dislike
"Short Circuit":	never heard of it
"Back To The Future" (1, 2, 3):	like
"Scrooged":	?
"Sleepless In Seattle":	like
"The Frighteners":	like
"The Adams Family":	love
"The New Guy":	love
"Twister":	love
"Titanic":	dislike strongly
"The 13th Floor":	never saw it
"Three Men & A Baby":	never saw it
"Three Men & A Little Lady":	never saw it
"The Land Before Time":	love
"The Santa Clause":	?
"The Beach":	never saw
"The Muse":	never saw
"The Crow":	like
"The Mask":	dislike
"The Goonies":	love
"Parent Trap":	love
"Where The Heart Is":	love
"Wayne's World":	love
"Waterworld":	?
"What Women Want":	like
"X-Men":	dislike

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JORGE?!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 03:11:54 GMT

My eardrum is bruised. Is that normal?

So today we went to six flags with camp.

one word : amazing .

SO many unforgettable memories today.

And i didn't even want to go at first considering the fact that i hate lines and six flags, but this was different.

God where do i start?

I mean it was just amazing...so heres some highlights of the day

-bari trying to pull the stuffed animal out of the guys arms
- andrew screaming ointment and handicapped and old people and bari falling on her ass in hysterics
-making everyone in the park feel awkward
-WE ARE THE CANDLES THE MIGHTY HIPPIE CANDLES!
- Giving spongebob high fives on the ride nad donig the wave and stealing the glasses
-EVAN THAT WATER HAS SYPHILLIS IN IT!!!!!!!! HIS FACE IS PRICELESS
- JIMMY!?!!?!?! no...JOSE!!!!.....the irony, lmao.
-getting everyone on rolling thunder to do the love train
-getting six flags workers to sing the big rock candy mountain song with us
- asking people on nitro if they were ready for this jelly and everytime they said yes we accused them of lying
- being jewish with the guy on the line and telling him wer liked his belly button
- throwing bread at communists because everyone in america is on atkins
- stealing stained glass salt shakers
- going up to a random guy and saying JORGE?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!? and sam says DONT YOU REMEMBER THAT AMAZING NIGHT WE SPENT AT THAT CRUISE IN THE BAHAMAS!?!?! and he goes OH THE ONE IN NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!! and then allie and i stroke his shoe and he goes WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!!?!?
-illegal squirrel porn on rolling thunder in which one squirrel raped the other and it resulted in the other squirrel jumping off of the tree
-bari calling her mom on the cow ride
- sam screaming I'LL SEE YOU AT THE BOOK CLUB MEETING ON THURSDAY!!! to random people
- "i have a chronic illness and i have a seisure everytime i reach over 50 feet high" ::pretends to have a seizure"
-getting our hands stamped to remember the day
- asking a random girl if she had a calculator b/c her shirt said "talk nerdy to me"
-throwing stress balls at random people
-being covered in uncle jimmy on the bridge
- on the top of nitro : JORGE STOP TALKING TO HERNALDO AND LOOK UP GOD DAMMIT!
- ::looks in camera:: GRANDMA?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
- sheree: would anyone like to buy some free ointment?!!?!?!?!? ::not realizing what she just said::
- hitting my head on the pole when i was with mariya and phil
- searching for alex lederman's brother the entire morning
- phil naming a swing jump after me, looking like a metrosexual and calls it "the meri"
-singing ebay songs on the bus way home as usual with dylan and court

wow....amazing day...just incredibly

BTW...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELBY!!!! MUCH LOVES MWAHS LUV YOU LIKE A SIS HUN!

so tomorrow we are going to hurrican harbour and it should be awesome especially b/c robin, maxine and maria will be there.

Then after i am gonig to see saves the day/boys night out/hot rod circuit with hubby and mariya, it would be amazing.

That's all.

If there was a god, this would have never happened.

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 05:29:44 GMT

Hi.

Well on july 2nd jess, my brother, cameron, my parents and i all left for the poconos and of course i slept the entire way. Jess made a painting for me and it was beautiful and i really liked it. Then next day i was awakened and we went to the resort aroun noon, jess and i swam all day. Then we exercised while watching i love the 70's, and then we relaxed in the hot tub. Then we went in the lake which was fun and we went on the diving platform with my brother. We almost got run over by speed boats while we were in an un-glittery paddle boat, that was extremely funny. Then we ate lunch and then we went home.
Then we had a barbeque and stuff an then my mom drove us to the pool but i didnt want to go swimming so i just put my feet in the hot tub. Then this lifeguard started hitting on me and it was kind of amusing but kind of not. I'll probably never see him again. Then jess and i went to see the fireworks and they were absolutely beautiful. They were over the lake and we were sitting on the sand and it was so pretty and they played acoustic songs the entire time. I felt so incredibly american, lol. Then we came home and played aerosmith songs and cried and went to sleep. The next morning we woke up and ate at the huge fourth of july bbq in which i felt even more american. Then we went swimming and exercised and then we went in search of sweatpants for jess b/c she felt sick. Then we played thid game and jes got sick so my mom drove her home but my dad and i played name that tune and we lost so incredibly badly it was ridiculous. Then we came back home and ate dinner at the grill room, i got this scallop shiznat it was so good. Then we came home and we put on al of 59959384 heaters we have in the basement and thewn i accidentally let in a secada bug and i screamed and nnnyeah. Then wer watched the wizard of oz b/c its the greatest movie of all time and then to kill a mockingbird. Then we left the next morning.
Well i got home really late so i went out to eat with my mom then to harmons and then to wegmans in which i ran into people i didnt like so that wasn't really cool. Then i baked bari's cake but i didnt have time for julia to come over so that made me sad.

Then we found out that my dear aunt pat passed away...
wow... words could never express
she was a truely beautiful person.
Cancer sucks.
I basically cried myself to sleep the rest of the day.

The next day got up and went ice skating with camp. It ws pretty amazing and it took my mind off of aunt pat. So we got to camp, hung out and stuff, then got on the buses and it is cool b/c mike d is our counselor but sucks b/.c suzanne isnt and it is unquestioned tradition that miek and suzanne ALWAYS be on the bus together. It's awesome though we have like the party bus it is basically our entire group and that is it, its amazing. So on the way there i listened to mike's incredible kareoke to the donnas ad we also sung josh groban and leeann rhymes songs, haha.
Then once we got there we went up to the restaraunt and celebrated bari's BDAY! YAY! i made hats and then we ate the cake with just our forks b/c we couldnt find plates anywhere, haha, it was EXTREMELY amusing. Then we all went ice skating and it was awesome b/c everyone went ice skating, including mariya and melissa! then bari and i and everyone sung the big rock candy mountain song on ice, and then allie and i pet this kid named ryan d who was hot. Then maria and i tango-ed on ice, it was exhilirating, and jordan had pink ice skate. Then mariya had bad experiences with hot hockey players, lmao mariya, lets try and forget about that.
Then we played ddr and this jurassic park game and it was incredibly amusing.
Oh yes, erin karisa jen and i were blue collar workers for a day, and i was fred from quicky's discount oil change, yes, yes i was.
Then on the way home we did more sing-a-longs, and then when we got back to camp i hung out with karisa jen erin allie bari nick evan and corey. I told nick i was a raging communistic hippie, and he found that amusing. corey is going to be extremely sexy when he gets older and karisa and i are going to rape him. Then phil screamed FLYING PHIL and jumped on my face, that's always amusing. Walked to the buses with nick evan erin and allie, and sung the big rock candy mountain song, then sung it on the bus ride home with courtney and dylan and i sung ebay songs to everyone who got off the bus. Then got home and went to sleep.

Today/yesterday was one of the most upsetting days of my life.
My favorite aunt, aunt pat, passed away after a life-long battle of cancer. She was 45.

It was heartbreaking to see zac and katie and chris carry her coffin to the altar, and to think that such a beautiful person lay in there.
My dad said that in his entire life, that was the first time he ever saw his brother, chris, cry. It was also the first time i EVER saw chris hug zac and katie, it was truely beautiful in its own way.
Zac was a wreck and tried really hard not to cry the whole time. Katie wore the dress pat made for her the day she met me. She also carried her stuffed dog the entire time.
Katie looked like she aged 20 years in the six months since i had last seen her. She was pale and had dark circle under her eyes, and her hair got darker. She looked like she was about 40, although she is only 8 and is up to my knee. It was heart breaking to see her grow up so fast, and what really got me was when she tied her own hair during the service, that showed me that she has growed up and learned to do things on her own, because her mom, aunt pat ,always used to do her hair.
Katie stood emotionless the whole time and wouldn't even look at me. I want the old katie back. the one glowing in all her youth, her toothless smile showing and all times, and her laughter filling the air everytime i saw her, i miss that. That's why i promised myself that if she EVER needed anything i would be like a mother to her and as soon as i get my license i am going to drive down there all the time to see her.
Words can't express how much aunt pat meant to me, she was a true inspiration and MY HERO.
It's simply incredible that she battled with cancer her entire life and still managed to be a loving mother and wife. She never let her family down and she never gave up. She was also a social worker to other people who had cancer. Just an incredible woman.

I loved her more then anything . I still am in awe that she's gone.
It's just shocking.
There's no god.

He would have never, ever let this happen.

Then we went to the burial site and it was heart wrenching. To see zac and katie and chris and EVERYONE put flowers on the casket and put the earth on it, it was terrible, to have to bury your mother at such a young age. They all put roses on her coffin and i put one down too and i kissed it. Then aunt pat's mother kissed it and said i love you and started screaming its just not fair its just not fair, i felt so terrible.

I mean, i KNEW she was sick. But i never actually BELIEVED she ws going to DIE. And i'm still in utter awe that she's dead, it's jsut not fair.

Went back to uncle chris's house and hung out with katie and tried to make her feel better. Then a miracle happened. My grand mom ann has alzheimers and didn't know who my dad was for about a year. And recently she has been getting better and she goes to someone "have you met my son, mark?" and points to my dad, it was a miracle and it made my dad so incredibly happy, it really touched me.
Then we went home.

Slept the rest of the day and looked at picture of aunt pat, i'll miss her.

I love you aunt pat
3/6/1960-7/3/04
A true angel, and you're always in my heart

God isn't real, get it through your fucking heads, with the trigger set and the future pulled, there's no one to help you in this sick tragic world

We are the candles, the mighty hippie candles!

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 23:04:34 GMT

HELLO ALL OF YOU LOVELY HIPPIE CANDLES!
Today was INCREDIBLE.
So it all started off in the morning, went to visit mike d and we compared cds and he surprisinigly liked many of mine. Then we missed the morning meeting so we blasted the cell block tango all day and allie and i danced to it, oh dear lord. Then we went in the nest of truth for about three hours and actually told real stories. Then we ate lunch there and we poured uncle jimmy everywhere, we also inducted phil into the nest of truth. Then brooke, bari, allie and i and everyone else did street dancing with eddie, and no one appreciated mine and allie's broadway music, but oh well. Then bari and i compared butt sizes, and we came to the conclusion that if i ate a little more chocolate then i would be as good as bari. Then we did kick boxing and it was absolutely hysterical allie brooke bari and i were pretending to be karate people as well as pregnant women and many other things. Then we went swimming in the piss pool and went in the waterpark for quite sometime with evan and pretended to be fountains and all of that good stuff. Well sorry i can't explain everything that happened but i am leaving for the poconos and i will be departing my camp loves for 3 days :-(. Wow im already soooo attached to them. I LOVE THEM ALL!

You know you're from jersey if...

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 22:25:49 GMT

1) You don't think of fruit when people mention "The Oranges".
2) You know that it's called Great Adventure, not Six Flags.
3) A good, quick breakfast is a hard roll with butter.
4) You've known the way to Seaside Heights since you were seven.
5) You've eaten at a Diner, when you were stoned or drunk, at 3 a.m.
6) You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison.
7) You know that the state isn't one big oil refinery.
8) At least three people in your family still love Bruce Springsteen and you know the town Jon Bon Jovi is from. - (Bruce went to my high school)
9) You know what a "jug handle" is.
10) You know that WaWa is a convenience store.
11) You know that the state isn't all farmland.
12) You know that there are no "beaches" in New Jersey - there's "The Shore". And you don't go "to the shore", you go "down the Shore". And when you are there, you're not "at the shore", you are "down the Shore".
13) Even your school cafeteria made good Italian subs. And it's a Sub, not a submarine sandwich or worse yet, a hoagy, a hero, or a grinder.
14) You remember the song from the Palisades Park commercials.
15) You know how to properly negotiate a Circle.
16) You knew that the last sentence had to do with driving.
17) You know that this is the only "New..." state that doesn't require "New" to identify it (like, try...Mexico, ...York, ...Hampshire - doesn't work, does it?)
18) You only go to New York City for day trips, and you call it "The City".
19) You know that a "White Castle" is the name of BOTH a fast food chain AND a fast food sandwich.
20) You consider putting mayo on a corned beef sandwich a sacrilege.
21) You don't think "What exit" is very funny.
22) You know that the first "strip shopping center" in the country was on Route 22.
23) You know that people from the 609 area code are "a little different".
24) You know that no respectable New Jerseyan goes to Princeton - that's for out-of-staters.
25) The Jets-Giants game has started fights at your school or local bar.
26) You live within 20 minutes of at least three different malls.
27) You refer to all highways and interstates by their numbers.
28) Every year, you had a least one kid in your class named Tony.
29) You know the location of every clip shown in the Sopranos opening credits.
30) You've gotten on the wrong highway trying to get out of the mall.
31) You know that people from North Jersey go to Seaside Heights, and people from Central Jersey go to Belmar and people from South Jersey go to Wildwood. It can be no other way.
32) You were not raised in New Jersey. You were raised in either North Jersey, Central Jersey or South Jersey.
33) You don't consider Newark or Camden to actually be part of the state.
34) You remember the stores Korvette's, Two Guys, Rickel's, Channel, Bamburger's and Orbach's.
35) You've had a Boardwalk cheese steak and vinegar fries.
36) You start planning for Memorial Day weekend in February.

And finally...

37) You've NEVER, NEVER pumped your own gas.

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 05:11:32 GMT

HEY ALL! well the past two days have been shizzy-ful!!!!

wednesday- woke up and went to camp! bari forgot the spice world tape b/c she is not a true jew. Then mariya and i went to our group and ACTUALLY liked it there are so many emo kids and they are so cute! had the steve max comedy show which was absolutely hilarious and me and hubby and everyone else were in the finals! Then we made pretzels and lauren made one into a jewish star, it was highly amusing. THen sam randomly screamed OINTMENT!!!! it was so funny. Then kara sang for us and OMG she has SUCH a pretty voice. Then i taught everyone how to do a switch leap, it was awesomme. Then allie and i had this inrecdibly interesting conversation about fiji water that went something like this:

A: isn't this water supposed to be all sure and shit? :read the bottle:
M: it says...total disolved solids : 210
A: For all you know you're dead relatives could be in it
A: ::drinks the bottle, looks at it strangely:: UNCLE JIMMY!?!?!!!?!?!?
Then the rest of the day consisted of finding our long lost relatives in a bottle of fiji water such as grandma and cousin boby. Then we decided that it had syphillis in it so we poured it all over chris.
AND THEN THERE WAS SAM'S ALTER EGO, ISHBOO.
Hand, hand,woosh, woosh, faaahhnnnyyyy!
Then i randomly threw rice at phil and he fell over, it was amusing.

today/yesterday-

ALLIE, BROOKE, ANDREW,SAM,SHEREE AND EVERYONE ELSE AND I PLAYED MAD MANS VOLLEYBALL! yeah...its something we made up, but it owned at life and it is fun. In the morning we made a spice girls video and phil was the special effects dude and blew bubbles everywhere , then karisa, jen, erin and i danced to brand new for a long time while chris played the guitar, then we all sat on the couches and made an anti-annie video b/c annie doesn't like anyone because we are all jewish. Then we did the hora, and then i flung rice at people some more. Then we went swimming and we came to the conclusion along with phil that if you jack off long enough that it will cause so much friction to the point where it sets on fire. Then i made up my own little rendition of the cell block tango ,oh yes you better like it bitches. Then we went to this make up thing but i was sad so i was all emo for the rest of the day... BUT I AM BACK TO MY NORMAL SELF! WOOT WOOT!

Then i came home and i had mucho money saved up so i went to best buy and bought the following...

-Coheed and cambria: In keeping secrets of silent earth:3
- Anti-flag: The Terror state
- Everytime I die: Hot damn!
- Dead Poetic: New Medicines
- Anberlin: Blueprints for the Black market
- Lucky Boy's Confusion: Commitment
- The Ataris: End is Forever<33
- Catch 22: Keasbey Nights ( yes, the ska-tastic bari has convinced me)
- AC/DC: Highway to Hell

NNyyyeaahh...then i got coldstone and it is yumola.

i LOVE everytime i die + 48488349395835899838538935.

Tomorrow i am going to the poconos with jess, be back monday, oh yes. sexy i know. Hopefully sam can come.

Adios.

The sun'll come out...TOMORROW! When?! tomorrow!

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 06:33:44 GMT

Hello all! second day of camp woot woot! well today was highly amusing...me and mariya and stacy waited with lauren so she could switch to the green team because the blue team is bad and they suck my mr. pee pee nyeahh. Then we went to the tent to check in and i hung out with bari and lauren and brooke and allison and all those shizzy people and we took pictures of ourselves beng special. Then we played bari's skatasticness and then THE SPICE GIRLS! so then i taught phil how to slam it to the left and shake it to the right but i dont think he understood and then he had to explain to me what impotent means. Then me and a bunch of people went to the nest of truth and then we watched a dude build sandcastles and bari decided that she is going to build a crayola castle and she will be the princess, then we got bored so we left and found out that annie fired ricky b/c annie is an evil nazi and i dislike her strongly. Then we ate lunch but i missed most of it b/c i was at the canteen with lauren. Then sam and sheree and i played candyland and ninja turtle yahtzee jr. with sam the dude, it was highly amusing, then we were going to do the auntie anne's things but it got all screwed so we went in the pool and bitched about we hate annie. So basically the day consisted of blasting bari's ska-tastic-ness and spendnig the day in the pool. Not bad if i do say so myself, oh yes and sam going down the zipline, that was an incredible sight right there. Oh yes and then we came to the conclusion that people who get sex changes are called "eew eews" long story for a longer day, i will leave you here with this.

I could still be ruthless if you let me

IT'S THE HOLOCAUST!

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 04:18:57 GMT

HELLO ALL! Why...today/yesterday was AMAZING. Except for the morning/afternoon.
My "bus" came like 20 minutes early and its this extremely old dude who belongs in the nursing home and i am the bus counselor and it took him approx. 58395349 hours to complete the route b/c he is slow/special. There is no one on my bus, i MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST switch to sara's/alexa's/melissa z's/melissa d's/ everyone's bus just as tradition goes. So as soon as i got there i walked these little kids to their groups and said hey to eddie then found brooke and walekd around to find JULIA and HEATHER who we have not seen in FOREVER. Then bari and allison came at like 66654:00 b/c the wrong bus picked them up. Sara, allie and i met our group and they are SO cute, and overal ti was just an amazing day. We planted shrooms in lunch, lmao, and me and bari are jewish like WHOA. There was SO much that went on today i cant even remember so i am going to just leave it at this.

CR'04 ROCKS MY FUCKING SOCKS OFF

it's going to be a good summer.

From up here these city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire.

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 03:50:45 GMT

WOOHOO! hey all you boys, girls, and transvestites!!! i'm feeling mucho better!!!

So yesterday maxine picked me up at about 11 and we were off to see AEROSMITH with her dad and her sister. So on the way there were listened to almost every possible band such as the ataris, fall out boy, sugarcult, the starting line, coheed and cambria, etc. Her dad really liked coheed and cambria and it was awesome b/c even tiff was singing along. We got so hyper so we started headbanging and stuff and we tried to see how many people we could get to stare at us like we were retarts, haha. Then we atr at fuddruckers and we got kid's meals, hehe. Then we got free cookies, YAY! Then we got to hershey and took pictures on the chocolate ride, haha it was awesome i'll post them up later. Then we went in the chocolate store and got a hell of a lot of chocolate and it only cost like 8 dollars for like 459939869953 things of chocolate, it was awesome. Then we shopped around for a little bit and entered the park. So we went on a bunch of rides such as this ferris wheel-y thing that scard the crap out of me, this awesome coaster called lighting racer, and a bunch more. Just me, max, and mr. pee pee! oh yeah you know it, and of course her dad and tiffany. BTW tiffany rocks my world, she is the coolest 7th grader EVER xcore. Then we went into the concert area and peed and it was fun. Then we got pizza and i got an aerosmith shirt with two people humping eachother in flourescent lights on the back, it makes me laugh oh so much. Then we got in and we saw this damn sexy man in this tent thing above us and we watched him for about two hours while cheap trick was on b/c they weren't that great. I wanted to rape him but then these sluts raped him before i could get to him. Then i got a cheap trick guitar pick, i'm special.
Then aerosmith came on . OMG, they were INCREDIBLE. Steven Tyler is my idol and i love him so much and it was so AMAZING to see him, for like the 3rd time,lol. Aerosmith will always remain THE greatest band of any generation. The guitarist is INCREDIBLE too, sooooo talented. I tell you ,ONE DAY i will be as good as him, one day. We danced and headbanged and sang a long to ALL of the songs but ESPECIALLY Jaded and Walk This Way, b/c those are the greatest song of all time ever, even Tiffany was singing along and jumping up and down and stuff, it was amazing. Then it took us an hour to get out of the parking lot and it was fun b/c i said "peace" to random people in their cars. Then this lady who looked like Cher passed us with straight black hair and a purple feather jacket and she always gave me Thumbs Up and Peace signs and i found this hysterical b/c she looked like Cher.
Then we slept the whole way home.
Then we got home and maxine took up the whole entire bed and the whole entire blanket so i didn't get to sleep much and then the next morning i could barely move my neck from the concert. So then my mom picked me up and i was gonig to go to chrissy's party but i could barely move so i came home and slept from 12-6. I was supposed to go out with my camp friends,but i slept too long so we didn't make any plans. Oh well..
in other news...

CAMP STARTS TOMORROW HELL YES ALL OF YOU AND YOUR MOTHERS LIKE WHOA + 8448943249324982438498294848993248234893298498429824989 X 45984453959955859859595589598598598598598599558959859595894895398589358989593589389 TO THE POWER OF 59689689865956496856958659686989569856894964969496849649864869958699 + INFINITY.

Yes, that much, and maybe a tad bit more.

But i'm still nervous, and you should know why.

Bye all.

Every great love has a great story.

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:52:00 GMT

I know i shouldn't be going back...but there's just something about that place...and i always go back...

Welp, i saw the notebook today, or shall i say 99/100's of it. We had to go b/c jess thought her mom would be mad if we didnt get out right on time, but it turns out she wasnt. So before the movie i saw SAM and ANDREW and i was all like YAY!!! and we jsut talked about camp for a few minutes and shiz. Then i walked around with chloe and saw rita and a few other people, then saw michelle and jen in IHOP then later saw michelle g, robin, and amanda, and their friends, so that was pretty cool. Then i went to cvs with chloe to buy a camera, and then yeah. Then i saw w/ sam, hayley, jen, michelle, and chloe at IHOP for a few minutes and then i went in to see that movie.
Regal SUCKED, there was NO ONE there, but it was still fun b/c the movie was absolutely incredible, i was like crying the whole time, too bad i didn't get to see the end. Oh well, i really want to see it with ash, its one of those have-to-see-with-your-best-friend movies. I just got all of robin's texts from the movie, haha.Yeah so the movie was really good, and it reminded me of a lot of things. Especially the beginning, and i related to everything in it, so, naturally, i cried on the way home, and iv'e been crying for quite some time now. I'm going to see aerosmith tomorrow , hopefully that will cheer me up.

So bury me in memory.

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 05:42:35 GMT

HELLO ALL! Well today was the shiz... Woke up around noon...then spent about 4 hours figuring out what i was going to do today. So i wanted to go the st. ambrose carnival with bari and brooke and everyone but it got all fucked up but i later ended up going anyway. So then jess came over and we got bored so we decided that we would go on a 2.55 mile bike riding adventure to mike's house! YAY! So we wrote down directions off of map quest and we were off. Don't you find it midly amusing that we needed directions to get out of my neighborhood? Then as we were on topanemus road, i saw the saddest thing EVER. It was a deer with it's head cut off and their were flies covering it up so you couldn't even see anything. I felt so terrible i almost started crying. So then we finally got to Mike's house and they showed me what they got me for my birthday. I LOVED IT! it's like a bunch of different things and its all very symbolic and it made me laugh hysterically! thanks jess and mike! you guys are the bestest ever! AND I GOT ICING! holy shit...my life is complete. Then we rode back and then matt was all like I CAN GIVE YOU A RIDE TO THE CARNIVAL! so then we went. As soon as we got there i saw chris and all of his friends and i was all WOOT-NESS! Chris just rocks my life xcore. Then i soon found BARRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! AND BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! i love these girls! So then we hung out and then we decided to stalk chris and then we gave him a hippie bouqet of flowers and we sat in the hippie love circle as they played catch 22 songs <333. Then jess got really upset over fluffle-unit so i felt bad. Then these two kids went on stage and horribly attempted to perform and it was absolutely hysterical b/c bari jess and i were like screaming our heads off for them. Then i saw KAREN!and she saw me and she was like BERTHA!!!! It was awesome. I miss her like whoa. I also met a bunch of really awesome people from old bridge so that was shiz, and i got to spend time with my best friend as well as my awesome-ish camp friends. So overall, it was a shizzy dizzy day. Then i got home and called tricia and ahter and talked to them for the first time in a week and a half! i know it doesn't seem like a lot, but when you spend every waking moment with two people for an entire year, a week and a half seems like a year and a half. It was so great to talk to them again, Tomorrow i really want to go tos starland to see reel big fish and all that shiz, but i don't really have a ride yet. So if not, i'll see you all at regal. saturday- AEROSMITH with maxine! hell fucking yes! ...my life is complete sunday- outing with cr'01? monday- FUCKING CAMP FUCKING YES!

Bold what you have done

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 16:48:28 GMT

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE ".
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair "
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. (The 2nd chapter of everybook had to re-explain the babysitters club, in case you hadn't started with #1)
6. You owned those lil Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ".
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales ".
12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. *they don't even show cartoons anymore :( *
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles " on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. (I still have mine)
17. You played the game "MASH " (Mansion, Apartment, Sewer (Subway), House)
18. You wore Jordache jean jacket and you were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear....need I say more
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM " in Kindergarten.
21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF "
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing.
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
27. You took Lunch Pails to school.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.(first its a whip, then its a bracelet.)
29. You still get the urge to! say "NOT " after every sentence.
30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought Sheera and He-Man should hook up.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes.
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I? "
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up "
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were in-line skates. (Wow, I'm old)
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember Popples.
43. "Don't worry, be happy "
44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down.
46. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK "
47. You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
48. You remember watching both "Gremlins " movies.
49. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
50. You remember watching Rainbow Bright and My Little Pony Tales
51. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
52. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
53. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
54. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell ", the ORIGINAL class. With Hailey Mills as Miss Bliss.
55. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME.
56. You just sang those words to yourself.(didn't you)
57. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
58. You cut your t-shirts in half and wore it with your homemade Levi shorts.
59. You remember when mullets were cool!
60. You had a mullet! OH YEAH BIZNOTCHES!
61. You still sing "We are the World "
62. You "Pegged " your pants ritually
63. You're still singing Shot Through The Heart in your head aren't you!!!
64. Your parents made you miss your cartoons to Participate in Hands Across America.
65 Trolls. You had a million of them, didn't you? I know you did.
66. The androgynous Boy George look-a-likes. Is he a she? Is she a he?
67. For halloween you had to decided, Madonna or Cyndi Lauper?
68. Garbage Pail Kid stickers were all over your composition notebook.
69. Cabbage Patch Kids were reasonably priced. (Who in their right mind would pay $80 for one today?)

NOSTALGIA BABY!

There's a song on the radio that says...LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 04:13:12 GMT

HARDY HAR HAR!

<---that was hello in Meri speak.

Well...lets see haven't updated since..wow... i don't know. I don't keep track.

Don't you just love it how you are so stress-free once you get out of school that you don't even remember if its monday or friday?

oh, because i do.

Well i have came to the conclusion that it was sunday, and i don't remember what i did on sunday, i think i just rode my bike around. Yeah, that's what i did. Yes. No?
Maybe? so?

I like moses. nyeah?

Anyway, on monday i got up all early-ish b/c i was supposed to go to six flags with leeann, but that went all bad b/c her stepdad had to go to the hospital.
So then i go back to sleep, woke up at 1 because my brother was screaming at me "MERE THERES SOMEONE AT THE DOOR FOR YOU!"
So i go downstairs because chrissy is randomly at my doorstep. Turns out matt sent her to my house b/c she rode her bike to his house and he had to go b/c her dad was coming home. I love how matt is always like "MERI SOLVES EVERYTHING!" So...anyways... her mom calls and doesn't believe her that she's at my house, so then she gives me the phone and asks for my mom's cellphone number and shit, i was like oohhhh boy, so then we hung up on her and my dad drove her home.
Then i packed and got ready to go to meg's house, and as usual i packed the entire world.
Then my dad picked up alex and sara and we all drove down to matoloking. My dad owns at life b/c we were playing nirvana and fall out boy the whole time and he was like "THIS ISNT HALF BAD!" Then he blasts it all the way and starts dancing and yeah it was amusing. Then we got to Meg's house and went in her pool and what not. Then her dog ran away from alex and that amused me tons. Then we ate din-din and got ready to go to point pleasant. We only got to stay for two hours though, but oh well. It was awesome. And for the first time, we all wore skirts EXCEPT for alex. This is odd b/c alex is the most skirtular person i know. Anyway , so all of our skirts flew up so we looked like total hookers but nyeah thats ok. Then we went on a bunch of rides and it was awesome b/c we got dizzy and sick and screamed a lot. Then we came to the conclusion that all of the workers there looked like Lance Bass and all spoke French.
EXAMPLE:
Megan- How old do you have to be to work here?
Guy- It's fun!
Then we went on the himalaya and it started smoking and that was kind of funny b/c i didn't know it was supposed to so i freaked out.
Then we got fried oreos and they are my new orgasmic obsession because they are amazing. We also got fat b/c we got zeppoles, cheese fries, and all that shiz.
Then we played a bunch of games, and then we played a game of chance, and then after us this old dude bought out the whole board. He obviously won. Then we went in the fun house and i got really freaked out because i hate fun houses and they scare me especially the neon special mazes. But i was with meg and alex so it was ok. Then it took us 2 hours to go down the slide b/c we were all terrified. Then we sat down on a bench and me and alex got bored so we started doing gymnastics on the beach. That was awesome and i LOVE the beach at night. Then these fat drunk 30 year old dudes who looked like werewolves started hitting on us. One of them sat in a carton of powdered sugar while hitting on sarah, it was absolutely hilarious. Then the other one looked up my skirt and i was all like DUDE NO! and then the other one kissed my hand and it was not cool. Then they hated on my sXe-ness. Then he got all pissed at alex, the end. Then these other dudes asked us to get wasted with them. It was amusing. Then this latin dude was like oohhh ladies how youuu doinnn tonight? That was also amusing. Then alex played hackey sack with random guys.
Then other amusing memoric stuff happened and then sara bought 93894949992849 candy sticks. Then we all went home.
Then meg promised us we would go to the beach at midnight but we didn't , so i got all hyper and i bothered everyone while they were on the phone with 929489249924 guys, all named Mike. Then eventually we went to sleep and i slept in a 3d doritos infested bed thanks to sara. Then me and her made a fort and she text messaged people until 3:00 in the morning. It made me laugh.
Then the next morning we debated on what we were going to do for about 84895349 hours, and we finally decided on gonig for a bike ride. Being the smart people we are, it took us 9954953995 hours to inflate the bike tires. One of them didn't work so i had to use a scooter, but that's ok b/c i own at scooting. So we biked about a mile or so and then these random surfer guys tried to rape alex, it was amusing. Then me and her walekd the rest of the way and i sang random nirvana songs to annoy everyone. Then we ate at charlie's market where megan works and i ordered this really good shiz but that's besides the point. Then we biked around the rest of the town and finally got to meg's beach. That owned so hard at life because first i went tumbling down the shore screaming "MOM!" and then i ran into the ocean. It was cold as a mother, but i am an ocean freak so i just had to do it. Then me and meg went in for about 10 minutes, but then left because it was colder than all hell. Then we biked back home, and meg and i went kayaking. That was probably the most interesting thing you would ever see in your entire life. Then her mom drove me,alex, and sara home. Nyeah, then i came home and ate lots of food as usual because i like food and then slept and did more stuff.

Today i woke up at 2, and attempted to find plans for the day but that didn't work out so i totally made up a song on my guitar. Now all it needs is good-ness and lyrics. I was supposed to go to the carnival with bari, but that didn't work out so i think i'm going to go tomorrow. Then i was suppossed to go the mall but that didn't work out either. Then i went to wawa and bought magazines and then my mother made festive chicken. And yes, it was scary.

tomorrow i am either going to the surf club with meg, abyss, or the carnival. Not so sure yet. Also hanging with cassy
Friday i'm probably going to see reel big fish/catch 22/lucky boys confusion/rx bandits at starland. If not, then regal or party.
Saturday i'm going to see aerosmith with maxine! HELL FUCKING YES!!! aerosmith=life.
Sunday- hopefully haircut and the mall, then out with the camp crew to celebrate
Monday- FIRST DAY OF CAMP! HELL FUCKING YES YOU DAMN MOTHERS!

NEWSFLASH: fall out boy=obsession.

I have mixed feelings about camp and the summer in general. Things are never going to be the same again.

My insides are copper, i'd kill to make them gold!

Only read if A. you are bored, or B. you are stalking me, or C. all of the above.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 18:50:56 GMT

Do you shave EVERYTHING?:	no...
Do you masterbate?:	no
Are you gay/bi/lesbian?:	no
what are your pet peaves?:	at awards shows when they say an artist is coming up next and they don't come on until the end, not having rides to places
do you like feet?:	sure why not?
do you like hair?:	umm...?
Do you like bugs?:	no but i refuse to kill them
What dont you like?:	spiders, blood, long lines
Do you wear thongs?:	sometimes
Are you an only child?:	no
Are you spoiled?:	i don't think so
What do you see as a MAJOR turn on?:	playing the guitar
How many times have you played with yourself?:	zero
Dont lie!:	i'm not
ok...:	ok?
areyou a boy or a girl?:	girl
have you ever licked some one?:	ummm... i dont think so?
have you ever given head?:	maybe
have you ever been given head?:	considering the fact that i don't have a penis
have you ever sucked some ones dick?:	why do i even answer these stupid and crude and pointless questions?
Are you a vergin?:	yes
have you ever bitten some one below the armpits, above the thighs?:	i don't think so?
do you have peircings? if so waht?:	1 in each ear
are your paretns pertective?:	a little bit
do you smoke? if so what? and how long?:	never
do you drink alchohal?:	never
whats your fav alchohalic drink?:	no
How far as far as getting drunk have you gotten?:	never
Tell us about a time that you were either drunk or high:	iv'e never been drunk or high
have you ever had cyber sex?:	no
have you ever witnessed some one having cyber sex?:	yes
have you ever had phone sex?:	no
have you ever had sex?:	no
have you ever had oral sex?:	no
have you ever had sex with some one the same gender as you?:	no
what part of the body of the oposite sex do you liek the most?:	hands
what part comes in second?:	lips
third?:	hair
have you ever kissed soem one of the same sex as you?:	on the cheek
what turns you off?:	guys that think they are ghetto, calls girls sluts and hoes
are you hot?:	no
do you like big buts and you cannot lie?:	umm...sure why not?
do you dance liek a white girl?:	no
are you ghetto?:	hahahahahahahaha

Questions youd never htink youd get asked... brought to you by BZOINK!

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Have you ever tried
Marijuana:	never
Cocaine:	never
Heroin:	never
PCP:	never
Opium:	never
Ecstasy:	never
codeine cough syrup:	never
Valium:	never
Oxycotton:	never
have you ever
skipped school:	yes
skipped school to go have sex all day:	no
skip work:	i don't work
skip work b/c of a hang over:	...
been so drunk you forgot your own name:	nope
been so drug that you ended up in a house you don't reconize:	iv'e never been drunk
end up in a situation simular to "dude where's my car":	no, but that would be highly funny actually
whats your favorite
color:	blue and green
food:	anything italian or chinese
store in the mall:	hot topic
style of undies:	normal?
band:	The ataris
hair color on the opposite sex:	blonde or red
eye color on the opposite sex:	green
place to go on a first date:	beach
season:	SUMMER YOU FOO'S
movie:	Center Stage
color of M&M:	blue

The most personal survey ever! brought to you by BZOINK!
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Lets start with what you look like
What Colour are your eyes?:	blue
What's the colour of your hair?:	red
How tall are you?:	5'5
What colours do you usually wear?:	earthy colors, white, black
style of clothes?:	summer-y
Lets go to your favorites...
Band?:	The Ataris/fall out boy/everytime i die/slayer/i could go on forever and ever
Movie?:	ANYTHING scary and is actually good
Singer?:	Mariah Carey
Actor?:	Ashton Kutcher
Actress?:	i don't really pay attention
Hobbie?:	dancing
Store?:	hot topic or pacsun
Food?:	motzerella sticks
Drink?:	diet dr. pepper
Season?:	summer like WHOA
Month?:	june
Day of the week?:	friday, monday during the summer
Holiday?:	christmas and haloween
Word?:	clump
Number?:	7
Colour?:	blue or green
Alright, lets talk about the music you like
What do people often label the music you listen to?:	punk...although its not
Why is your favorite band your favorite?:	because i can relate to everything they say and i think their lyrics are beautiful
What is your favorite song and why is it your favorite?:	probably So Long Astoria, because of the beautiful bridge
One line from a song that you absolute love?:	my insides are copper, i'd kill to make them gold
Why do you listen to the music you do?:	because i can relate to it
Do you ever cry to music?:	yes, a lot
More random questions
What's your religeon? (if you have one):	my family is jewish but i haven't decided yet
What state do you live in?:	NJ
Are your parents divourced?:	no
Are you still in school?:	yes
Do you get your hair cut at a salon?:	yes
Do you go to many concerts?:	YES
Whats the most memorable time in your life?:	show choir trip 2003 to orlando
What's the one thing you can't live without? (besides the obvious):	my computer
Your friends...
Who can you trust most?:	ash
Who do you consider your best friend(s)?:	i'm not going to get into this
Who do you wish would get off your back?:	too many people
Who do you like but hate at different times?:	sometimes maxine, but that's because she hates on my rabbi yo
Who can you hangout with all the time?:	meg, alex
Who's more like you?:	melissa
Who listens to the same music as you?:	mariya... well...we have the same amount of diversity in our music and we like a lot of the same bands
Who bugs you a lot?:	:-X
Who do you consider a sister?:	ash or jess
...a brother?:	mike

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The Basics <33
Name *:	Meri
Age *:	15
Height *:	5'5
Weight *:	i'm not sure
Hair Color *:	red
Eye Color *:	blue
Anything You Specifcally Like About Yourself *:	nope
First's <33
First Kiss *:	let's not get into that PLEASE
First Crush *:	zac in kindegarden
First Boyfriend *:	jordan
First Love *:	now
First Break Up *:	jordan
First HeartBroken *:	now
Right Now <33
What Time Is It *:	2:41
What Is On Tv *:	warped wednesdays
What Is On The Radio *:	i HATE the radio
Do You Have A Crush *:	yes
If so who *:	<3333
What Are You Wearing *:	green basketball shorts, an oversized blue shirt
What Is Going Through Your Mind *:	what am i going to do today?
Do You Love Any One *:	yes
Do They Love You *:	no
Do You Think You Will Last *:	i hope so
Lasts <33
Last Person You Hugged *:	meg
Last Person You Kissed *:	meg on the cheek
Last Person You Talked To *:	my mom
Last Person You IMED *:	bari
Last Person You Went Out With *:	like just out of the house? meg, alex, and sarah, or bf-ish? *****
Last Person You Have Been Physically Attracted Too *:	<3333
Last Person You Touched *:	in what way do you mean?
Last Person You Loved *:	<3333
Your Friends.. <33
Who Are Your Best Friends *:	i have a lot
Can You Trust Them *:	some of them
Can They Trust You *:	yes
Whos The Craziest *:	sam
Funniest *:	jess and mike
Dorkiest *:	melissa...haha love you
Shyest *:	jess
Most Trustworthy *:	ash
Favorites <33
Color *:	blue and green
Food *:	anything
Drink *:	diet dr. pepper
Place *:	orlando, FL
Hangout *:	regal
Store *:	hot topic
What Do Your Prefer For Your Lover <33
Hair Color *:	blonde or red
Short or Tall *:	tall
Eye Color *:	blue or green
Prep or Punk *:	doesn't matter
Popular or Geek *:	geek
Lots of Friends or Loner *:	doesn't matter
Fat or Skinny *:	doesn't matter
Good Personailty or Good Looks *:	good personality
Mean or Hott *:	hot
Sweet or Cute *:	sweet
Is Love Needed *:	yes
Where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years <33
In College *:	well... i'd be out of NYU
What Job *:	hopefully a proffesional dancer
Kids *:	NO
Marriage *:	hopefully <33
Where Will You Live *:	seaside heights
What Type Of House *:	a beachy house, kind of big
How Many Kids *:	zeeerroo
This or That <33
Pepsi or Coke *:	pepsi
Sprite or Seria Mist *:	sprite
Outside or In *:	outside
Night or Day *:	day
Sunrise or Sunset *:	sunset
Was This Fun *:	sure
Still Bored *:	yes

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\|basics\|
.name?.:	Meri
.age?.:	15
.birthdate?.:	6/14/89
.hair color?.:	red
.eye color?.:	blue
.where were you born?.:	philly, PA
.location now?.:	marlboro, NJ
.zodiac sign?.:	gemini
\|have you ever\|
.smoked?.:	never
.had alcohol?.:	yes
.gotten drunk?.:	no
.gotten high?.:	no
.had sex?.:	no
.stolen anythin?.:	yes
.been kissed?.:	yes
.snuck out?.:	yes
\|do you\|
.have any tattoos?.:	i want one
.if so,where?.:	i want one on my ankle
.have any piercings?.:	yes
.if so,what's pierced?.:	1 in each ear
\|favorites\|
.color?.:	blue
.food?.:	anything
.drink?.:	diet dr. pepper
.number?.:	7
.animal?.:	horses, they are beautiful
.movie?.:	anything scary
.song?.:	anything by the ataris
.band?.:	the ataris
.car?.:	i hate cars
.website?.:	LJ
.piercing?.:	nose
\|relationships\|
.do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?.:	i wish
.crush?.:	yes
.^who.?:	<3333
.whats the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?.:	hands
\|friends\|
.best friend?.:	i would say ash, jess, and mike
.funniest?.:	sam
.craziest?.:	melissa
.nicest?.:	sam k.
.meanest?.:	none of them are
.loudest?.:	melissa
.shyest?.:	jess
.most dramatic?.:	meg
.sexiest?.:	oh baby
\|family\|
.are your parents still together?.:	yes
.what are your parents names?.:	mark and cindy
.who do you live with?.:	my parents, brother, and pets
.siblings?.:	brother-matt-12
.if so,what are their names?.:	read above
.pets?.:	yes
.if so,what are their names?.:	barnum, bailey,toby, bandit, beako, cy
\|this or that\|
.pepsi or coke?.:	pepsi
.day or night?.:	day
.kiss or hug?.:	hug
.black or white?.:	black
.mcdonalds or burger kind?.:	neither
.lights on or lights off?.:	lights off
.snow or rain?.:	snow
.blondes or brunettes?.:	blondes
.cats or dogs?.:	cats
.bath or shower?.:	bath
\|last time you..\|
.hugged someone?.:	yesterday
.kissed someone?.:	yesterday
.talked on the phone?.:	yesterday
.talked on the internet?.:	this afternoon

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Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Confidence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Introspection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

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